the supreme trash bagel

babygirl i am constantly riddled with extreme feelings of inadequacy

*sends out email I've been putting off* ah finally :). ah that's a weight off my shoulders :). ah I can relax an-- *receives response to email* what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuckkkk

why is it sooo hard to conclude essays. I said all that because fuck you thats why

Avoidance is the worst reaction to stress. Oh this thing is giving me anxiety? And it's something I could prepare for by looking at it more or learning things about the topic? No, I will take psychological damage if I look at it directly. I will still be thinking about it and be stressed though.

it probably feels kind of good to get forcibly shut down as a frozen computer

Between the nothingburger and the everything bagel, there is the somewhat sandwich.

every time i look at something and i think i can't draw it i remind myself, well that's just shapes

but do be aware that some shapes are more shaped than other shapes, and those can take practice

had a good day with shapes today. wishing the same for everyone else

Hate when I type in the first letter of my email and the text box immediately goes ❌🚫INCORRECT! FILL IN A COMPLETE EMAIL ADRESS!🚫❌ I’m still working on it!! Chill out!!

i bring a "technically i could do this tomorrow" energy to things that tomorrow me really resents