kazuza arts

Please people be aware there will be a lot of spoiler in this 😓

I knew it was out there. I saw the spoilers and still I wasnt ready to face it. This chap is everything yoneda sensei promisnd us from the very beginning and. I knew it would come eventually but god… I though I was ready and clearly I was not 🙀

Domeki is pushing and pushing and somehow it should be deeply wrong but here it is not. He doesn t have a choice here. Not really. and he knows that. He try to pock at Yashiro inconstitency. He wants to keep domeki but yet he wants to push him away. I dont think it s domeki trying to understand here. He knows there nothing to understand because it s clear madness and he can SEE that Yashiro doesnt know himself the answer Yet he binds his time by asking. Trying to restart the part of himself that yashiro deseperatly want to keep asleep.

Its almost like a twisted sleeping beauty tale. Yashiro is trapped in his past, in his sick habits. The castle and brambles he built around him for protection are now a prison and he cant juste escape it unscathed. Just as Domeki wont get out of it withouta scratch either.

The scene of unclothing is so INTENSE I mean look at them being all tense and silent because they KNOW. All the shit are loose here and there is no turning back.

Yet yashiro try to regain his footing by re acting like a little kid. Letting himself be wiped dry and being mouthy like you are weird because I said so nanana lol But Domeki is used of yashiro diversions by now and he go back straight from where he left in the shower. Being tender being honest. And it is what distressing yashiro the most. The kindness. He can deal with sex with cruelty and sadism and ming game. But pure honnesty and gentleness? Nope. And his expressions… They litteraly killed me. It feels so wrong so sowro.gform domeki to keep touching him when he looks so disgust/scared/horrifyed… Yet like I said above there is not turning back here. That why Domeki does it and why yashiro doesnt actually fight back. They had open the door and now they have to go looking fowards.

What really bring me to tears (because yes I cried 😿) its when domeki says he s like his father in the end and then THEN we see IT AT LAST Past yashiro bulshit about loving himself the way he is. HE DOES NOT. Being a natural maso thats just pure crap. He see himself so filthy that he thinks he deserves all this. Rapes beatings working with mafia He even provokes it. It s punishment. There yoneda sensei did a great job because all rape victims at some point asks themself this awfull terible question : was it my fault? Did somethinf in me drive this person to do this to me? And well obviously the answer to that is FUCKING NOOOOOO But for yashiro it was a big yes and he reinforoks that by acting as he saw himself. A concupicent being who draw that kind of attention. And then with domeki he is like THERE THERE IS THE PROOF you were impotent and I m so worthless a slut that you got hard anyway. You were pure and I dirtied you by just being me. And it s so AWFULLY REALISTIC 🙀🙀🙀 And domeki is not buying it anymore now than before and he does it. The ass licking. Probably the most selfless act in sex because honnestly…ASS LICKING and yashiro himself cant saw it as only a lust drive act. It s an act of love. For only the pleasure of the other. And it finish to undo it. He completly lost it and it was wo painfull to both of them. This… This chapter is a master piece and I m dying for the next because here HERE Yashiro is face to choice.