this is a vent sorry. im not adding a readmore though bc its important. i'm starting to feel like no matter how many times i learn i always trust people with my agere and then they abuse that trust to make Me take care of THEM even if i'm regressed and i'm so sick of it. every time ive trusted someone with this part of myself i am hurt and it is taken away from me. i have great cgs but i cant stop thinking about all the others ive had or even the other Partners ive had who just. disregarded my mental health for their own gain. it always ends the same. im just. not. feelin it anymore i guess. i might not use my agere accounts for a while, not publicly until i feel more secure. blegh. this include faar and agere-dips-cultureis . sorry :(
im probably gonna delete this blog/remake it entirely and leave my gimmick sideblogs inactive (particularly adci) . running them was fun but due to the massive amount of stress ive been experiencing i just dont want to deal with it anymore + i have very negative associations with them due to being repeatedly mistreated by people who were supposed to be safe for me :'] :thumbsup: i have new cgs but im just gonna remake everything cuz its easier than struggling w the associations that this blog has. urgh. i might say what my new blog is once its up but i might not, moots will just have to wait and see.
never updated but i feel you all are obligated to one last post. new blog is up and ive been posting on it for a while. no i am not saying what the name is for my own privacy, its a completely diff theme so good luck finding me if you are truly curious . using this blog and running faar was fun, but all good things have to come to an end, and truthfully it wasnt you guys' fault, ive just had a lot of personal issues happen and theyve all bubbled over.
i'll catch u guys on the flipside :thumbsup: thank u for being so patient w me.
