Jul 17
(sorta) vent under cut (may be triggering idk)
in the 8th grade, I was in the school musical, it was the little mermaid. I was one of the seagulls that dance with scuttle in one of the songs (positoovity ðŸ˜), and I couldn't figure out the dance and got really frustrated and upset that I said something like "omg I hope I die, I hope I fucking explode and my guts go everywhere all over, I deserve to explode" while trying to get behind the curtains because I was about to cry and dude the girl who played Ariel looked at me like I was so gross and I feek so bad. She was so grossed out. She's a very nice person but this haunts me to this day. why did I say that.
