Am I weird for digging in the trash for food?
I'm ashamed to say this
I grew up isolated by my family- no friends, homeschooled, no other family than the one i lived with no communities total isolation. They kicked me out the moment I came out as transgender (MyF) at 18 and since there were no jobs around and i don't have any of my documents or a driving licence I can't find one anyway. My town has no communities or food banks because it's a tiny ass place and because of the isolation i have no friends or further family to help me either. I'm taking showers at the truck parking lots because there are showers for the drivers and charge my phone at the library or any other spot before i get shooed away. I'm writing this from the library computer because I have my mom's old phone that only allows me to text or call which is kinda useless with no phone plan or anything. I sleep anywhere and got kicked out from a church because of this once and after my tiny stash of food (granola bars) and my birthday money ran out i ended up broke and have to dig through the trash and yeaaaah people aren't the happiest about it, they don't really help either they just don't want to look at my pitiful ass. I feel quite ashamed for doing this that's why I'm asking the poll question because all of the looks people give me make me question everything
Also wanted to ask for some advice but as i said i'm currently on the library pc so there's a chance I'll see it in a few days (coming here rarely so I don't look suspicious) if ever. To make things easier for the advice I live in the norther part of Maine thanks
Also how to look less masc because currently I look like a guy wearing feminine clothes which is also getting me a lot of negative attention and at some points even puts me in danger. Sorry for kinda venting at a random poll blog but I've seen people posting their issues on here so decided to give it a try without giving my identity out?
Is anon weird for digging in the trash for food?
yes
no
absolutely no, never!
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