Eve could step on me and I would thank her

1. I stopped playing the game.

I finished the game fairly quickly, and adored it. I loved the characters, gameplay, artwork, voice acting, and everything the game had to offer! But after a while, I simply lost interest. I had done every boss the game had to offer. One thing I wasn’t able to do was do the “Perfect Parry” difficultly due to it being buggy on PS4 at the time.

2. The Anons.

This is absolutely not towards most of my anons. I love you guys and you’re great! But a certain anon who you might be familiar with. They would constantly ask about Destiny, a fellow member in the NSR community. This anon harassed me as well as others associated with her, constantly asking if we could pass messages onto her, or if they could be unbanned from the discord server we were all in. It mentally drained me so heavily that I had to step back multiple times due to the strain. I would also receive other anons in the inbox who would ask constantly about other manners. While most of my anons are absolutely delightfully, the others really left a bitter taste in my mouth.

3. Popularity.

As of right now, I’m at 766 followers. And THATS A LOT!! It’s the most followers I have on any of my blogs. But the pressure I felt when that count got higher and higher just stressed me out. It made me scared to look at the notifications for the blog, scared to see messages of people talking to me, scared to see the 100+ notifications. It was..terrible. It wasn’t anyone’s fault but mine. I hadn’t expected the attraction that I will receive. The hundreds of users who would click the follow button and support me. I got overwhelmed and my anxiety only spiraled from there.

4. My interests change.

Due to being inactive for so long, many people have left my blog or simply forgotten about it. I’m not the popular account I was when I first entered the fandom. I’m a girl with a bunch of different interests which change almost daily. My obsession with NSR held on for longer than I thought it would. But as I said, my interests changed.

What I’m trying to say, is that all of this lead up to me being on hiatus. I still enjoy the game despite not playing it as religiously as I was. I still enjoy the fandom despite it not being as active as it was before. And I still enjoy all of you who found me funny and enjoyable! I’m hoping that some day, we’ll get more content for the game, or even a sequel! And that it will rekindle my interest for the game once again!