🙎 anon is back. Long time, no see everyone. I have come back to confess that I will be finally living one of my fantasizes this evening. In my last post, I was lamenting how I am always in charge in my life, and how I so desperately want to just be controlled by somebody and follow all of their kinky orders. It’s all I’ve ever wanted. I mentioned last time that my partner is not typically interested in being my daddy, since he is not into that sort of thing, and I’ve always respected it. Because of this, I usually just put my desires in the back of my mind and go about my day.
Something incredibly frightening happened to me recently. I accidentally overdosed a few evenings ago after mixing up my morning and nighttime medications. I was in the hospital for several days. While there, I was extremely immobile because I was hooked up to all kinds of machinery. My partner had to help me with everything. He helped me with all of my basic needs and made sure I was comfortable and well cared for. I couldn’t shower without his help. I couldn’t use the bedside restroom without his help either, and I was in need of the restroom often because of the endless IV fluids. I have never felt more loved in my life. I’m thankful for him and all he’s done to help.
In a slightly twisted way, this has caused my deep desires to be someone’s helpless little girl to resurface. I’ve been so incredibly horny since we’ve left the hospital, thinking about how great it felt to not be in charge for once, to rely on someone for everything. I want a daddy so bad, and I want it to be him.
I don’t quite know how I’ve managed to do this, but we will be going out for the evening once he leaves work, and I have successfully convinced him to control me all evening. I am to wear the outfit of his choice, the undergarments of his choice, and to do anything and everything he tells me to do. Any trips to the bathroom are forbidden without his permission, and he plans to make sure I am well hydrated. I am to allow him to touch me at any time, anywhere, and in front of anybody. He will be humiliating me in teasing, sexual ways. We will also be going to a sex toy store where I will get to pick out anything for him to use on me once we return home.
I hope he is mean, yet loving. I hope he makes me hold my bladder long enough for me to leak. I hope he goes too far. I hope he enjoys it enough to gradually become my teasing superior full time. I’ve never been more excited in my life.
Will probably return with a detailed update once the evening is completed. I’ll be back, fellow freaks.
"🙎 anon is back. Long time, no see everyone. I have come back to confess that I will be finally living one of my fantasizes this evening. In my last post, I was lamenting how I am always in charge in my life, and how I so desperately want to just be controlled by somebody and follow all of their kinky orders. It’s all I’ve ever wanted. I mentioned last time that my partner is not typically interested in being my daddy, since he is not into that sort of thing, and I’ve always respected it. Because of this, I usually just put my desires in the back of my mind and go about my day.
Something incredibly frightening happened to me recently. I accidentally overdosed a few evenings ago after mixing up my morning and nighttime medications. I was in the hospital for several days. While there, I was extremely immobile because I was hooked up to all kinds of machinery. My partner had to help me with everything. He helped me with all of my basic needs and made sure I was comfortable and well cared for. I couldn’t shower without his help. I couldn’t use the bedside restroom without his help either, and I was in need of the restroom often because of the endless IV fluids. I have never felt more loved in my life. I’m thankful for him and all he’s done to help.
In a slightly twisted way, this has caused my deep desires to be someone’s helpless little girl to resurface. I’ve been so incredibly horny since we’ve left the hospital, thinking about how great it felt to not be in charge for once, to rely on someone for everything. I want a daddy so bad, and I want it to be him.
I don’t quite know how I’ve managed to do this, but we will be going out for the evening once he leaves work, and I have successfully convinced him to control me all evening. I am to wear the outfit of his choice, the undergarments of his choice, and to do anything and everything he tells me to do. Any trips to the bathroom are forbidden without his permission, and he plans to make sure I am well hydrated. I am to allow him to touch me at any time, anywhere, and in front of anybody. He will be humiliating me in teasing, sexual ways. We will also be going to a sex toy store where I will get to pick out anything for him to use on me once we return home.
I hope he is mean, yet loving. I hope he makes me hold my bladder long enough for me to leak. I hope he goes too far. I hope he enjoys it enough to gradually become my teasing superior full time. I’ve never been more excited in my life.
Will probably return with a detailed update once the evening is completed. I’ll be back, fellow freaks."
hope your doing alright after your overdose but glad you got a freaky night out of it
