Vent Blog that Doesn't Exist

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay

So tired of being me

something's fuckin wrong with me dude

I will probably get through this just like I have gotten through everything before but I need to be really stressed and scared first

hey no worries lol that just hurt my feelings forever

"Suicide is selfish!" - stfu! Do you know what's selfish? Forcing someone to stay alive for others because other people don't want to deal with a loss.

"you just want attention." yeah, i do. so are you gonna give it to me or not?

Do you check your phone for my texts? Do you wonder what's taking so long for me to reach out to you?

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and i'm losing sense of time

i need to lock in (doesnt)

do you ever get the irresistible urge to bash your head against a brick wall

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

i noticed my horrible patterns! i think the process stops there