22 years, irl yandere, taken by my beloved
jirai onna, she/any, demisexual, mori + goth
college student, hearth & manifest witch
free tarot reading here (open for moots & followers)
rules for interacting
‧ platonic interactions only (i already am with someone).
‧ dndm if you're a minor (public interacts are ok).
‧ dni if you're non-yan or non-jirai.
‧ trigger warning for ff topics... vents, mental illness, sui talk.
if i had a dollar every time i created a vent account on tumblr and deleted it because i regretted it, i wouldn't know how much i had in total because i can't count.
i have decided to call myself novi. i made this account because the urges are urging again ૮ u.u ა i am above twenty years of age, currently in college, and deeply in love with my beloved who is quite literally my only reason to live atm.
‧꒰ა stuff about me... most consistent inconsistent #irlyandere blogger. i've been in this community for more than a decade. it's my entire personality at this point ૮ u.u ა love, love, love intense/obsessive love.
‧꒰ა about beloved... that's what i'll call him here. we're in a yan×yan relationship, but i occasionally feel like i'm more intense than him. we met each other during the lowest moments of our lives; now, we're just trying to get by.
‧꒰ა hobbies... i'm an artist. i got into art school, worked in graphic design, burnt out, and now i'm trying to fall in love with expressing myself again. my reason for creating this account is to have a way to express myself as well.
‧꒰ა spirituality... agnostic. i try to believe in god and have some form of spirituality, but it's really hard. might be because i'm in a rough patch right now </3 i love jungian psychology and humanistic psychology (e.g., maslow, rogers, frankl, may).
if these fit your vibe, please interact with me! ♥︎ i plan to make more pages about my hobbies (i realized i want to ramble about them, not simply list them).
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you are a valid yandere even if you want to become less intense. it hurts to be attached to the wrong people, to wait for the replies of someone who'd never respond, to get obsessed with people who'd never reciprocate. you are valid even if you describe yourself to be "softer" or more subdued. you are valid even if you don't want to hurt anymore. you are not out of place.
people who can be honest with their own selfishness are so attractive. why hide what you really want? love me. spoil me. give me so much attention. spend money on me. tell me i'm your one and only. write love letters to me. show me your messages. yadda-yadda.
hey there, welcome to the other blog of @noctivienne 🖤 allow me to reintroduce myself.
rules for interacting
• dndm if you're a minor (public interacts are ok)
• dni if anti-occult, anti-pagan, religious extremist, and the like
i am an eclectic witch with christian roots, although i have let go of the faith and now leans into agnostic paganism. i've been practising for more or less five years, but i've only decided to call myself a witch only a year ago, when my partner encouraged me to stay true to myself and follow what i feel most connected to.
my practices are eclectic by nature with a primary focus on hearth/kitchen/cottage magick and divination. i feel mostly associated with hellenic deities—mainly asclepius, aphrodite, and hecate.
‧꒰ა some of my interests... tarot, herbalism, dream work, sigils, shadow work, archetypes
as someone in the scientific field (psychology), i also identify as a sass (skeptic, agnostic/atheist, science-seeking) witch. most times, i don't believe due to reasoning; other times, i choose to believe despite reasoning; sometimes, i believe because reasoning is insufficient. i think that basically explains how i gather beliefs.
tags
#shadows.txt (diary and dreams)
#grimoire.txt (spells and such)
#cartomancy.txt (tarot readings)
if you like my vibe, please interact with me 🖤 i'd love to get to know you, let's do long ramblings together!
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wow, hello. my last post was posted last december 2025, it's now almost june 2026. i opened my account to over 500+ interactions. what the hell? an addition to that, i'm also surprised that this account hasn't been banned yet (lucky me). i usually delete my yandere blogs at some point, but i've decided to keep this one up!
i have some few updates about my blog, life, etc.
my last semester ended! i have about two weeks left until the next one starts :') it's been a stressful past few months, especially with the stupid heat waves, but my partner has been a huge support system for me. i've been feeling much better mentally!
i made a new account where i'll post about witchy things and personal life @vesperynne . this blog mainly started out as a vent yanblog, i couldn't really post about other things 'cuz i didn't feel like they fit the nature of it. tarot readings will move there!
i still plan on using this account for yandere-related content, or whenever i feel like venting in general. i have so many drafts awaiting to be published </3 so excited to finish writing them.
anyway, more personal things coming up.
my grandma moved out a month ago. she raised me from birth to current, and i shared the same room as her. now, i have the room all to myself, but it's also been very quiet. i'm happy that she's spending more time with her primary family in the province, but i felt like i needed to spend time mourning her leave. after living with her every day, her not being here at all felt so sudden. i'm adapting to it every day, the television hasn't been switched on since she left.
on the other hand, my beloved and i are doing amazingly well. i don't remember if i mentioned it in detail, that we met each other when both of us were considering ending our lives. meeting him was spiritual to me – if there was an unseen entity out there, they have proven to me that they didn't want me to die, and fulfilled a long-time wish i've been begging the universe my entire life.
our shared goal is to move in together in a house near nature and use it as a space to create more art and fund more charities. seriously considering eloping at this point </3 if we were wealthier, we would've already been away from society (haha).
that's about it. i think i'll write more in the other blog.
thank you for reading, and always take care of yourself :)
yeahh that orion person doesn't engage in good faith with anything. he keeps screenshotting posts and getting mad at them on his own blog, lol. keeping it contained. i had to deal with him and i'm sorry you did too! good on you for cutting the convo off.
(your blog is so cute btw..!!! :) /genuine)
thank you for the message, i saw this only now :) and welcome to my blog! it's a lesson for us to be careful on the internet—always! i'm glad i didn't engage further.
we won't allow that type of energy in this space ever again ♡
Hello! Though I know you're on hiatus, I'd like to say that I see you as an older sister figure in the Yanblr community. And I think it may be nice to know that there's someone who misses you (me).
—🪽
awhh, you're the sweetest 🥺 thank you for missing me, i hope we can interact again soon! how have you been these past few months?
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after speaking to my beloved, it has come to my awareness that i was being ragebaited 🧘♀️ that said, i will now be clearing my previous posts and treating this as a lesson not to engage with obviously suspicious accounts, even if they appear to be in the same space as me.
it's so embarassing. i was telling him that i didn't get ragebaited, i got sadgebaited </3 because i assumed the conversation was actually going somewhere and got disappointed when i was receiving an overload of nonsensical concepts; not to mention i received hurtful and invalidating accusations... which were apparently meant to keep me engaged, but i withdrew under the understanding that we simply could not find a common ground.
anywho, my beloved read through the entire thing. after some time, he said, "all that is just rage bait." at first, i was like... really? no way, it was an active account, but he made me realize how a lot of the points were meant to elicit reactions from me—perhaps not for the sole intention of making me argue, but it still made me uncomfortable.
the best part was when he praised me (!!) he said that it was good that i cut the conversation short and didn't proceed with it, and that he was proud that i remained respectful and did my best to directly respond to inquiries.
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I hate how schools imply that if you skip a day it MUST be a physical injury or sickness,, u literally can’t take breaks if u feel burnt out or just for your mental health bc it must be some physical excuse ?? And then they try to make us feel guilty by blaming it on us when we’re ‘Unmotivated’ ?? I’m genuinely so done and burnt out rn I’m so sorry ??
in my college, an all-females school, we're not allowed to use menstrual cramps as a reason to skip onsite classes. i literally had a teacher who demanded that i'd give her a medical certificate or a doctor's letter to validate my absence during a physical education class. this is when i started to regret being in this school because it's no different than other normal schools (lol).
not to mention that the punishment for having more than 3 absences in a class immediately classifies nulls your enrollment for said class and marks it as "failed." i hate this system.