release me from this prisonnnnnn

Added some more songs to my Jacob x Bella playlist! Also a playlist for my fic Golden Hour. Lots of coded lyrics in here that make me rip my hair out. Enjoy! 💖

you know how Jacob said “I’m gonna fight for you, until your heart stops beating.” and how the whole series he’s literally trying to get her to see everything she will be missing, all the people who care about her, how important and loved she is. because she wants to die, constantly provokes death and thinks she’s unworthy of living at all. he tries so hard to put her back together, to mend her. he does everything he can, pulling her out of the ocean when she’s drowning, giving her cpr, making sure she doesn’t freeze, spending quality time with her, trying to remind her all the great qualities she has and how life is worth fighting for and living for, how it’s so priceless and shouldn’t be tossed away… even when she’s already dead he tries to force air back into her lungs. even when she’s dead, he’s still fighting for something that no longer exists. anyway,

I hate the cullens so much why would they have all these vampires meet at their house in forks when they KNOW it’s making more kids phase into wolves even kids as young as 12 years old they could have gathered ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD and not only that but carlisle says THEY’LL KEEP MOVING BACK TO FORKS

no thoughts, just