my partner and I have been together for a long while and I donāt know if this is because both of my parents were estranged from their families while I was growing up so we didnāt really hang with family very much (and when we did, it was very strained), if itās because Iām an introvert, or if itās my neurodivergence acting up but hoo boy! I have to mentally and emotionally prepare myself to spend time with their family. And theyāre perfectly nice people! Maybe I just get tired from being perceived? Idk but Iām trying to hype myself up rn

















