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Learning used to be so much fun. I'd read encyclopedias during meals when I was a kid, solve math problems bc it felt good being the only one in my class who could do it, finish fiction books in a day.

Then academic trauma happened. Being 'the smart one' suddenly meant pressure to be better, be perfect, have the grades and the test scores and the medals to prove it. And now I'm an adult and doing a master's and still feel like the dumbest, most inferior person in this uni. Studying is so painful and I get fucking hives at the 20-min mark.

I hate seeing myself as the victim of all that shit bc all the procrastination and anxiety feels like it's only my fault. But what the fuck. Why would they do that to someone who somehow enjoyed learning. Was it worth it? If I put all my success in a can and hand it to them, weight it against that person's own shame and past trauma, will I ever be normal about this again?

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24/06/2026 - Wednesday

I especially love the way my second morning coffee hits. You take a sip and you didn't know you needed it that much until you taste it on your tongue.

I went for an evening walk and the sunset was simply amazing. Been playing 'That's Not My Neighbor' for the most part of today and didn't get my required reading done❤️‍🩹

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23/06/2026 - Tuesday

Do you ever get that feeling? Something not being right, something not clicking, as it should? I did. I did more work than yesterday but somehow, it feels off. Anyway, between gawking at Garrett Graham edits and replaying it for the nth time, ya girl was distracted AF. Hope I get over it soon or it's gonna be a problem.

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22/06/2026-Monday

Caught Angel numbers on the kitchen clock by chance. Went for a walk in the evening and I swear the moment I started home, the pleasant breeze, which was nowhere this entire time, started its course too.

I did my studying, but I wonder how much I would have done if I didn't give in to my distractions, aka, scrolling.

Somewhere along the line, self-crumbling thoughts crept in too but what I did, is enough for today❤️‍🩹

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