DNI

alone in my bedroom clutching my chest and whimpering like a wounded puppy

Reminder that not everyone thinks being attractive is a compliment and it makes a lot of people uncomfortable. Not everyone wants to be "hot" or "sexy"

idk how much longer i can force myself to stay alive

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

Self harm is really just self-bdsm. People I’m not depressed, I’m just kinky

*thru tears* what if... i was a little stuffed animal. and you lvoed me so much? and hugged me to sleep and i was your favourite and andnyou always missed me when you couldn't cuddle me and whenever you woke uppl and saw me fallen by the side of the bed you'd go "oh no!!" and you'd pick me up and give me a big squeeze for being so brave down the side of the bed

Hate that I can’t just push a button to turn my brain off for a bit because I’m so tired of constantly dealing with these shitty dark thoughts 24/7

At the risk of sounding anti-intellectual, I think that college should be free and also not a requirement for employment outside of highly specialized career fields

i'm not a doctor or a nutritionist, but sometimes i hear women talking about their diets and it takes all i have to not be like "this is not normal. you have an eating disorder and you are in a cult."