faking or something

You wouldn’t baby girl, come on say it. Say you’ll always be a girl. Not a woman, no, women actually have a purpose in society other than being stuffed full. You’re a girl, a stupid wet little slut.

I don’t care if you’ve gotten surgeries, I don’t care if you’re indistinguishable from a biological boy because the issue is you not your body.

And I know because if you were born a boy you’d get off on getting degraded as a girl too. You’d cum to audios emasculating you until jerking off wasn’t enough, until you start shoving fingers, then dildos up your ass. Until you’ve stretched that hole so good it functions like a whores pussy.

See? You’d have a pussy even if you were born a boy.

it's about being told what to be and what to wear and how to act

I will never be a real man

I should embrace the little girl i am

my body is made to be fucked by those who want to fix me

my girly cunt is made to be a fleshlight

i shouldn't have to worry about birth control

want a man- a family member, friend, or boyfriend to pin me down

he pets and kisses me, coos and whispers praise in my ear

moves our clothes just enough to gain access to me, spreading my legs and slotting himself in between them

he uses his spit as lube before notching the tip against my hole and steadily pushing his way inside me

his pace is unhurried, wanting to take his time with me

I'm crying and begging him to stop the whole time, weakly trying to push him off even as I feel all warm and fuzzy and my pussy is getting obscenely wet

he just keeps me held down with his weight- reassuring me that everything is okay, this is natural, he won't hurt me unless he has to, he'll even make me cum if I'm a good girl, and of course he'll help me raise his baby

and despite his words making me feel sick to my stomach, it's also strangely comforting. I'm ashamed because despite being raped, it feels good. I don't ask him to keep going, but I do quit begging him to stop. I cling to him, relaxing and spreading my legs as my crying dies down

"do this for me, won't you?", "i just think you look nicer in these clothes", "you're much cuter as a girl/boy", "you can just be a masc girl/fem guy, you don't really need to transition", "you're so feminine/masculine"

it's the subtle humiliation of being shut down every time you try to be anything else, backing away from what you think you want to be and letting someone else be in charge of what you are, even if you think you don't like it

i personally keep getting discouraged from transitioning because people are always telling me im prettier as a girl, they're always calling me a girl, they're always bringing up my most feminine aspects/features. if everyone prefers me as a girl, why make the effort to transition and ruin my value~?