you have to go in for your first pap smear, youre in the waiting room at the obgyn and the other women there side eye you, wondering what a man like you is doing at the womenâs clinic. you lose yourself in your phone, pretending not to notice.
Your name is called, your deadname. you still havenât changed it with the clinic because itâs just âtoo much workâ
the other girls there are confused when you stand up, you pretend not to notice and follow the nurse to the back. She gives you a cup to pee in and points to a restroom, the womenâs restroom. You donât ask for the menâs room, everyone here already knows you have a pussy hiding between your legs.
You piss in the cup and are directed into a waiting room, told to undress from the waist down and put on a thin paper cover. the doctor will be in soon.
He enters, and tells you to lean back and put your feet on the stirrups, you struggle to find them so he takes your ankles and places them where theyâre meant to go, legs spread apart and your shy little pussy on display. but heâs just a doctor, heâs seen this loads of times, and even though youâre a boy, youâre cunt functions exactly like the other women in the waiting room.
you feel straps around your ankles and hear two little clicks as they lock into place, next you feel a bar positioned between your knees and strapped into place. you realize you canât close your legs even if you wanted to, maybe it would mess up the pap smear if you flinched. you donât say anything.
he tells you to relax, and you feel his fingers graze your enlarged clit. when you flinch he gives you a look, not angry but disciplinary, like a teacher catching you talking in class. you make yourself relax. His fingers return to your cunt, this time spreading apart your lips as he stares. You swear you can feel his heavy gaze inspecting your folds, you want to hide your delicate pussy but the bar at your knees quickly corrects you.
the doctor puts lube on the speculum, warning you that itâll be cold before pushing it in. you havenât had anything inside of you in a long time, and hadnât expected it to slide in so quickly. he tells you youâre doing well, tells you to relax as he cranks the tool open. you flinch, he reminds you to breathe. you can feel things prodding inside of your exposed walls, but soon enough he slides the speculum out.
âthereâs something we need to addressâ he doesnât sound pleased, and you worry that something is wrong with your health. maybe you even hope for cancer in your uterus, hope that you can get it removed without having to convince your insurance. âyou arenât pregnantâ
you blink at him, confused. he keeps going âand you have a very fertile and healthy wombâ
âi donât want kidsâ you blurt out. but itâs like he doesnât even hear you âwe can of course fix this here, your insurance will be more than happy to cover the cost for youâ you hear his belt
âno i donât want kids, I donât need any fertility medicationâ
you try to move your legs, then quickly realize the ankle straps and knee bar are not going to let that happen âitâs much easier when the patient doesnât struggleâ He lubes up his cock, you canât see it over the paper blanket but the way has hand works himself makes you realize whatâs going to happen to you.
then you feel him up against your entrance, his thick head sliding up and down that slit. over your t-dick clit, back over your wet and loosened vaginal hole. Youâre so deep in shock you donât even get a word out before he dips inside. shallow for now, getting you stretched to him.
âdoctor-â he shushes you, then pushes another inch. soon heâs thrusting his full length into you, a gentle but consistent rhythm. he changes the angle and you cry out, and to anyone else it wouldâve sounded like a moan but you tell yourself it was a cry. But this new angle allows his tip to dig into that spot inside of you, and eventually you canât even lie to yourself that you arenât moaning.
his motions get faster, more sporadic and he starts mumbling âgonna breed you, gonna breed this little boy pussy, gonna make you a mommyâ You feel his hot, fertile seed shoot into you as he shoves his cock as deep as itâll go.
You realize you were crying, your cheeks wet.
âgood job, you took the treatment very well⌠good thing since youâll have to continue this treatment everyday for the next month, to ensure proper breeding.
