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barba & benson video call - 21x13
āregards to the squad. and noah.ā
I LOVE HIM AND I LOVE THEM!!

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*SCREAMS*
BARBA IS BACK!!
OK, not *back* back but fjfhdksjgjdhhdj THAT CAMEO. I had to break my tumblr hiatus to scream about this. My baby (Barba) and my babies (Barson)!!
Seriously how good was that minute?? I'm so glad Barba hasn't gone off the boil and turned up as some evil, no morals defense lawyer (even though I did write him as one) who's also an alcoholic and/or drug addict. He's well-adjusted, still doing lawyer stuff and he looks fucking good. And they kept in touch!! He's still in her life!! The banter and smiles made that obvious. And there's a dinner date! MY SHIP IS STILL ALIVE AND SAILING.
My heart is so full right now. I was so angry about how Barba was written out but this almost makes up for it. Almost.
Oh and let me leave this snippet here. It's from https://www.gq.com/story/the-oral-history-of-law-and-order-svus-most-beloved-and-reviled-adas, a GQ article I found when I was googling news about Barba's return. Mariska is a Barson shipper and always will be. Bless!
And oh oh for my other ship that so often appears on my tumblr? LEVIHAN IS ALIVE TOO, Y'ALL.
February is fabulous so far!
Barson Christmas Fic
Sooo I wrote something again...hahaha. I was writing the next chapter of only a heartbeat away (no, itās not done yet...) and somehow diverted into writing a Christmas fic in the President/Bodyguard AU verse.Ā
I think itās kind of funny in the sense that it would have taken place, timeline wise, after the events of the yet-to-be-published chapter of my fic...but I am still hoping this works, in a way! Itās also kinda extremely fluffy :PĀ
Anyway, have at it! :)
Link to fic here:Ā https://archiveofourown.org/works/21870835
Enjoy, hopefully!Ā
I started writing!
So...Iām alive! *waves*
Think I havenāt posted in a year almost...but life got away from me - it has been quite a tough year but things are looking calmer, and getting better. Iām permanently back in Melbourne and have made the decision not to take overseas assignments for the next 5 years. I hope all of you have been well! I am sure I missed a lot of fandom happenings.Ā
On that note - I finallyĀ wrote the next chapter to the Barson Presidential AU - and it only took me a little over two years. *gets bricked* Basically, someone reviewed it on FF.net and I got all nostalgic rereading my story, and then inspiration just struck...so here it is, Chapter 9 of only a heartbeat away here:Ā https://archiveofourown.org/works/8095795/chapters/51706972Ā
Itās been...quite a trip writing for Barson again after close to a year (last wrote Barson for that weird Halloween fic - I still donāt know what went wrong with my brain), and even more trippy in picking up story I last wrote something for more than two years ago. But itās a journey, and it makes me feel like I want to finish telling the story.
I did ramble some more at the end of the chapter, so have at it!Ā
Saw the meme floating around Twitter, and the song is now stuck in my head...so I made a Levi-esque response. :)
thank u, next

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10 Songs Iām Currently Into
Tagged by: @untapdtreasure and @barsonaddict <3Ā
Rules:Ā List 10 songs youāre currently into and tag 10 people to do the same.Ā
1. Martin Garrix feat. Mike Yung - DreamerĀ
2. Lady Gaga - Iāll Never Love Again
3.Ā m-flo - Piece of MeĀ
4. ä½ ä¼äøä¼ (Will You or Wonāt You) -Ā ę¢ę ¹č£ feat. ēéé (Gen Neo feat. Fei)
5. Haru Haru - BIG BANGĀ
6. Gut Feeling - Ella Mai feat. H.E.R
7. Cigarettes and Cush - Stormzy feat. Kehlani & Lily Allen
8. Fake Love - BTSĀ
9. Tall Order - Linying
10.Ā Rush - RIRIĀ
My music tastes are soooo random - thereās literally a mix of everything across four languages hahaha (for whatās it worth, I donāt understand Japanese or Korean :P).Ā
Tagging everyone! Itās been pretty cool seeing the fav music of others popping up on my dash.Ā
Wrote a thing for @thebarsondailyās Halloween Fic-a-Thon and it is weird as fuck. But..it has been written, so have at it, and donāt kill me too badly for this.Ā
one-shot; turn it all to ash pairing: rafael barba/olivia benson, past elliot stabler/olivia benson word count: 2482 words note: Complete AU and thereās nothing even remotely SVU-ish about this. What can I say, my brain = whacked. Also, I wrote this in between transits, flights and train rides (Melbourne-Kuala Lumpur-Kaohsiung-Taipei-Hong Kong-Melbourne - it was been batshit crazy the last two weeks) so I kinda want to blame that, too. Anyway, have at it.
Link to fic on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/16485026
Oliviaās hands were shaking as she stared at her reflection in the mirror, trying to fasten a long, dangling earring. It took her three attempts before she could finally manage it. Placing her hands on her dressing table, she tried to even her breathing.
Hurry, Liv, hurry, she told herself. Time is ticking, time is running out.
She steadied her hand, and began to line her eyes with black eyeliner. Finishing her eye makeup, she then painted her lips a rich ruby red. Holding the final piĆØce de rĆ©sistance ā an elaborate mask fashioned with feathers, she took a deep breath, and placed the mask onto her face.
She would do anything for Rafael. Anything, and everything.
Day 9 in Singapore. I'm so fucking ready to go home.
Special people found on a bookshelf in Kinokuniya, Ngee Ann City, Singapore.
Episode 11
My beautiful babies. ā„
Side note: in Singapore for training for 11 days. Very tempted to run across the border towards home (Malaysia).

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Commander Hange | Shingeki no Kyojin: Chapter 110Ā
Levi, Please protect my girl.Ā
Iām tired of hearing all this shit about Hanji
So letās make a positive post. Please, reblog this post with ONE thing you love about Hanji. It will not change hatersā mind, but at least we will feel better.
I want to start.
Canāt describe all the love I feel for Hanji in front of this.
They try their best and encourage everyone around them to do the same.
Because Hange kicks ass. Period.Ā
Quick SVU rant where I am going to sound completely bitter and salty because I so totally am.Ā
So I just watched the premiere of Season 20...and everything about Peter Stone just irks me to no end.Ā
1. I am bitter that he already has a backstory when heās only been around for slightly more than half a season. He has family issues, family tragedy, personal issues (sketchy personal life)...all of that is presented, and there is much potential for character development based on this, and he will probably get that character development. Basically he had all of this within like 12 episodes??? With Barba across 5 seasons, what did we get? A asshole best friend, partial, fragmented stories about his childhood/university/family, his grandmother/mother, and some stuff about his past re: his work (Ashtonja)...and??Ā
2. This one really pissed me off to no end although I know I am being completely childish and bratty about this. So we have Olivia going Peter this and Peter that, and offering to be his friend blah blah blah blah...and it took them...4 seasons to have Olivia calling Barba by his first name?? Iām....sdkslgjsdfjsdkl arghhhhhh. And this brings me back to my angst and anger about all the Barson stuff they gave us in the beginning of season 19 only to throw all that unmentionable crap into our face with the way Barba exited. They couldāve done it so differently - for example, as I have always maintained, to have Barba off-screen as Oliviaās partner (since they did all that build up for season 19), and bring RaĆŗl back for intermittent guest roles.Ā
3. I nearly threw something at the TV screen when Stone stood up and did that buttoning coat thing before cross-examining. THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN BARBAāS THING FFS.Ā
I am STILL SO ANGSTY about Barba and Barba/Benson. Seriously, it seems like I am never getting over this.Ā
On a side note, Peter Stone, despite everything theyāre giving him...is still as interesting as watching paint dry.Ā
Blargh.Ā
Erwin started it and it will end from him
Genuinely cracked the first real smile out of me this morning.
Itās Saturday night (well, technically Sunday morning) and I am exhausted. I havenāt had dinner with my husband since last Sunday - in fact, the only meals we had together all week was breakfast on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday - and a very quick Friday lunch we managed to cobble our schedules together for.Ā
I just came home - past midnight - and heās already asleep because of stress of the difficult case heās been dealing with for the past month.Ā
Worst thing is, tomorrow will be another one of those days, as I have to speak at a conference, and Iāll be gone all day.Ā
This week sucked so bad. One of the worst weeks of the year in terms of work difficulties, stress, dealing with stupid people, no personal time or life, nothingĀ I did was for leisure. Except drinking copious amounts of coffee but as if that was purely for leisure.Ā
I havenāt even caught up with AoT orĀ SVU and to think I was pretty excited for my shows this time last week.Ā
Goes to show that life is really never what you expected it to be.Ā
Ugh.Ā

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I wish I can do what Hobbes does when shit gets complicated.Ā
In other words, hell of a week and itās not even over yet.Ā
Drabble written for @thebarsondaily, prompt: church; 300 words.Ā
The first time she walked into the church was two days after he said goodbye, and then seemingly vanished.
Olivia had never really believed in God. The circumstances of her birth, her childhood, and everything else in between made it difficult for her to accept that there exists a higher being that was supposedly fair, loving and compassionate. Her world was too dark and too unjust for her to have that kind of faith.
But Barba, Barba was different. No matter how cynical or jaded he may have sounded at times about religion, Olivia knew his Catholic faith was an integral part of him. He believed.
Olivia had stood in front of the altar, staring at the cross in front of her. She didnāt know whether she had the right to be there, and to ask for anything. But if God truly loves all beings, including sinners and disbelievers, she thought perhaps, just perhaps, she may be heard.
āPlease,ā she had whispered, closing her eyes. āHeal him. Help him to forgive himself.ā
Since then, it had become habitual for her to walk into the church, and prayed for him to find peace in forgiving himself.
She never prayed for him to come back to her. She hoped, she wished, but somehow, she could not find it in herself to put that into prayer. She had no expectations, she did not allow herself to expect anything; because the reason she was in church was for him, and not for herself.
It was on her twenty-third visit to church when she finally heard his voice behind her. She turned around to see him smiling tentatively at her, looking freer than he had been for the last few months. He lookedā¦peaceful.
She returned his smile, and thought to herself, heās here; heās okay.
Someday, Iāll get over my angst and argghhh over thatĀ episode, however, today is not that day.