{RP}Angeal Hewley

RULES: bold for usually, italics for sometimes

happiness

being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

sadness

tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

anger

furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

fear

wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of color. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

exhaustion

constantly yawning. slurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine”. shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

"Hold on, hold on. I have questions about this. What are drosophilas, why didn't you empty your office's bin, and why the heck are you talking about this now?"

☠ - angry/violent headcanon

So.

I have a headcanon involving Genesis, Sephiroth and of course, Angeal. I imagine all three of them having different strengths and weaknesses.

Genesis is the smartest of the three, cunning and witty, and the most proficient with magic and materia. He's also the weakest, physically speaking, but more than makes up for it with his nimbleness and nearly infinite mana pool.

He's passionate and mercurial, often emotionally-driven. He's also incredibly impulsive, headstrong and stubborn, but loyal to a fault.

He's either really vocal (read bitchy) about things that piss him off, or really quiet and silently raging, murdering whoever irked him with eye-daggers and resent them for the rest of his life.

Angeal's eyes opened wide and blinked a few times in surprise when he read the texts he'd just received.

The proposition in itself was so ridiculous and unexpected. Unhinged, even. So delirious that Angeal was almost tempted to take him up on his offer.

But Angeal was the responsible adult. The sensible one in this weird friendship. [text] I swear to shiva that if you set that trash can on fire AGAIN ill smash the 42nd floor window with your head and yeet you through it.

[text] OR ANY OTHER TRASH CAN OR ANY COMPANY PROPERTY THAT ISNT SPECIFICALLY DESIGNED FOR HOLDING FIRES