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I kinda lost hope in getting the show back then lost 2 close family members in one month and had super important exams and the autism decided that the hyperfixation was not here anymore but I'm back now (hopefully)!

I have genuinely loved this fandom and as much as I still hate Netflix and want to see how the show will end and glad that I was able to have that experience of solidarity with so many people fighting for not just our favourite show but for art to not be sacrificed for capitalistic greed and the ego of the execs. But I think for me the best option is to stop fighting so actively as it meant that I wasn't able to just enjoy the grishaverse as it was, ironicly tainting the art for myself in the same way the industry does.

I do want to come back but I'll no longer be using all my energy on fighting a battle that (for now) can't be won. I've been away for so long I don't even know if the campaign is still active so this may be a moot point by now.