✨whats better than this?✨

FUCK!!! I just wanna be a skinny little queen so people can love me for real. Because I'm sorry but I dont care how good your personality is, IF YOU ARE FAT, PEOPLE CAN NOT LOVE YOU IN A REAL WAY because they will always see the fat as well. 🙃

I just wanna look sexy when I'm dating or in bed with someone. I want to date people above my league. I want to feel hot when I'm by myself. I don't want someone to be able to grab onto rolls. I want someone to run their hands across my tight waist and stomach. I want my legs to not look like beached wales wrapped around someone.

You ever just feel the fat on your body?? Like every movement, every lung expansion, every muscle tighten and you just can’t stand it. The fat jiggling, the fat in the way of being pretty?? Just the feeling of being overly disgusting?? To the point that you can’t stand even sitting in the fetal position cus you can’t stand to be in your own body??