the archive of an azure @not-technically-purple - Tumblr Blog

𝜗ৎ hello, and welcome to the blog!

we're rett, a mixed origin traumagenic system. this blog serves as an archive of sorts, allowing us to post or reblog things we aren't quite ready for our mutuals to see. this includes our exploration into the radqueer community, various love life-related things, hyperspecific disability details, things regarding our therianthropy and otherkin identities, our measly attempts at system comics, and much more.

this blog is an extension of @the-reprisal-and-the-rags, which is our fictionkin-related blog. feel free to check that out if you so desire.

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been a while since we've interacted with this blog or our fictionkin blog... whoops. there's been a lot of drama with friendship issues, classes resuming, and all of the mayhem with various apps for systems shutting down.

albeit, during all the madness with recent events, we now need to update our pinned (and their attached posts) for both blogs. quite fascinating how we tend to find out things about ourselves in times of distress and despair.

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We got one of those make-your-own cardboard masks that we see therians on YouTube making their masks out of, and we are genuinely so excited for it. We can't decide what to even make our mask of because we're that excited!

We've seen videos of other alterhumans making their masks of their fictionkins, which would be so much fun. But we would also love to have a cat mask, or a fox mask, and we are so painfully indecisive. AUGH, WE'RE SO EXCITED!!!

I think fox mask would make the most sense, considering that we're already planning on going ginger once our current hair dye is out? (Which is soon! We can't wait!) But at the same time, there are so many possibilities. I knew we should've accepted the second mask when our friend offered it, instead of accepting just the one!

Comic #01: Panic Attack

Sometimes, we forget how different we are from each other when we've been masking our true selves for so long. It's time like these where one of us doesn't follow our typical masking pattern and needs help to figure out what's wrong. Sometimes it's easy, sometimes it's hard. But at least we're still willing to help each other, which I think is beautiful.

Comic written by Ivory, she/whisper.

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POTS is going to drive us insane. i swear, we always forget that we have it until we do something that makes us get way too close to fainting. disabilities are so weird.

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fascinatingly enough, having a radqueer tag is quite interesting because we really have no idea how to interact with the radqueer community. only our sidesystems have any interest in interacting because their collective body don't match the physical body.

not to say that in the sense that we hate radqueers or anything, we're perfectly fine with them. the majority of us just simply feel no connection to any transIDs other than the sidesystems' members.

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something interesting about us is that we're not a "full therian," not technically. we've always thought of ourselves as cambitherian, which is interesting in our case because we have times where we experience our therianthropy as actual therianthropy and times where we experience it as synpathy, but they tend to last really long for us.

now, admittedly, we don't interact with the therian community on tumblr as much as we should, especially not fellow cambitherians, so we don't know others' experiences. but i find it quite interesting when it comes to our personal experiences, considering that we are still technically pretty new to all of this and are still discovering how our alterhuman identities affect us.

anyway... recently, we have been in a stronger therianthropy-like period of our cambitherianthropy than usual. and i find it quite interesting. we've never felt species dysphoria this strong, and we've recently been considering making a mask for ourselves just for the fun of it, and maybe even purchasing some form of clip-on tail. we probably would've by now if it weren't for our parents, honestly.

i dunno. just thinking out loud.

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we did not miss being friends with alloromantic and allosexual people. yes, i'm so very happy for one of our best friends who recently developed a crush. but please, i cannot handle listening to you being a simp. we cannot relate in any way and will just listen to you as if we're a thoughtless rock.