I live for Him

Thinking about it, I’m not as stressed as I was last sem. I kinda learned how to manage things. I am enjoying med……so far. It’s still not easy (med’s never gonna be easy), but I can manage. Maybe, me being a midyear student, is a blessing in disguise. I still have a loooooong loooooooong journey to get that MD. Who knows, right?

Life in med school is a lot different than my undergrad days. I thought that since I've always wanted to become a doctor, it'll be easier for me to adjust in med. But hell no, it's a lot harder than I thought. It takes a lot of passion, effort, tears, and coffee to survive a semester in med school. And even if I've anticipated it, it's different when you're experiencing it. It's really A LOT DIFFERENT. They say that 1st year in Med, you'd still see and attend, if not all, some gatherings of your family and friends. I can attest to that. I still see them from time to time. Not always but I still do. I go home once in a while (since I stay in a dorm), every after major exams so 3 times per sem. I see my friends whenever I can but I spend most of my time with my Med buddies, my transes and books, and of course, coffee. Yup, coffee has been my best bud this sem. I couldn't have done it without my coffee dear. But yeah, sometimes you'd feel the homesickness, and what I can at least do is to message them and keep in mind why I'm here in the first place, it's for them. There were times when I fail my exams, my grades weren't as good as before (thinking that I did study hard for those exams and I still failed), it's really depressing. Pero, I always think that maybe the universe is telling me that it's med school, and expect everything to be difficult and nothing worth having comes easy. And failing is normal in med school. What I can do is to keep standing up from those failures and be better the next time. Sleep, what sleep? Is there even such thing? I've experienced going to school without having sleep, literally. There were times when you're having a lecture and your head would just fall not realizing you're dreaming already. You study and study til morning for shifting exams and sgd. Kaya everytime I get the chance to sleep, I do. I really do. Lalo na after exams, jusko super sarap matulog. It has just been my 1st year, 1st semester, and I'm experiencing all these. What more in the coming years-where everything is a lot more difficult and challenging?? Ah nevermind, I'll just keep figthing and fighting and fighting to get that MD.

011015. Watched ValMaSci's Botb competition! Batch evince also had an intermission number, the main reason why I watched hehe

Mukhang bunot na yung buhok ko hahahahahahaha pero yayyy hd na ulit paningin ko! 💞

2 years and still counting! I've never been into an all-girls group before until I entered college. And I have no regrets of befriending them. I admit, iba compared sa hs friends ko yung college. As in iba. Iba yung type ng bonding, iba yung mga trip sa buhay, but there's one thing na common sa kanilang dalawa-I can always count on them. We've been through a lot. We've had our ups and downs (and still having hehe). But what I like about everything is that we always learn something from it-and that's what's important. After every fall, you gotta stand up and face another challenge-together. Life, I know, is all about fun and laughter but it doesn't stop there because it's also all about hardships and challenges that we all have to face. :)