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I'm in pain all the time

thank fuck the chauvin trial is over

i’ve been reverting back to closing myself off since the trial started. he and my abuser share the same first name and it’s fucking agony having to hear it on the regular

whenever i hear it, my brain shuts down and i can’t process any emotion. so i haven’t been able to make any progress in therapy. my brain can’t focus on my trauma or anything i’m feeling. nothing has felt real in the last month or so

i hope chauvin rots in prison for what he did

may George Floyd rest in peace

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Constant apologizing is a side effect of emotional abuse so don’t be a dick about someone who does that

so i’ve heard of this website

(here)

it’s called “does the dog die” but it gives so much more information on movies before you watch them

it has TW’s for any general thing that might trigger some people

here’s some examples:

personally i try to avoid any movie or show with s*xual ab*se, eat*ng d*sorders, seizures, pregnancies, and suic*de since i either deal with or have trauma with these things

more examples i’d like to mention that are listed on the website are

- someone being misgendered

- jump scares

- autism specific ab*se

- abort*ons

- gun viol*nce

- common phobias like small spaces, spiders, and snakes

- santa spoilers

- slurs being used

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harrymckenzie

“Oh I want to be a baby again

Oh I want pure thoughts in my head”

#traumacore #rottencore #emptycore #usedcore #rotcore #actuallytraumatized #cocsa trauma #csa trauma #csa tw #cocsa tw #vent tw #csa survivor #Spotify

“i’m ashamed of the things i’ve been put through

i’m ashamed of the person i am”

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anyone:

“why do you always look pissed off, like you want to kill anyone you make eye contact with”

what i say internally:

i have severe trust issues from built up trauma i’ve been pushing down for over a decade and i do not want to let my guard down in fear of getting hurt again. i put on that face so strangers don’t come and try to talk to me and so men will leave me the fuck alone

what i actually say:

haha just resting bitch face i guess :)

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TW: csa/cocsa and trigger mention

so i remember reading or hearing that a major symptom of trauma is being very hypersensitive to sounds or touch, more specifically becoming easily startled

i think it’s a subconscious thing, like your brain is always in survival mode, even when you’re relaxed

i audibly yell and physically jump back when someone comes up to me half of the time. i’ve dealt with it as long as i can remember

do any of you guys have advice on how to deal with this specifically, kinda tired of people making fun of me for getting easily startled

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Please, reblog! IIt’s called self defense. Apart from having here, in the US, one of the highest cases of homicide and rape in the world and high rate of GBV, think about how this could help your mother or sister

tamara-cleo

It’s a shame I have to reblog, but please do the same

TW: cocsa/csa

does anyone else have hyper specific triggers like names, certain sensations, or very particular objects or locations??

sometimes i feel like i’m going insane

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when people ask me what my first memory was and i have to make up some happy childhood event that never actually happened

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Never too late to say this is a MAP unsafe blog. Pedophiles are not welcome here and if that makes you feel bad or uncomfortable? Good.

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Youtuber plasmamasterdon is an offending pedophile and was convicted of molesting a boy

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i don’t think i’ll ever want kids

adoption? maybe,

but being around children is an actual trigger for me, especially if the kid looks like how i did at that age. they scare me

i become very protective over kids that i know and it drains all of my energy.

i don’t think i could risk being responsible for birthing a child into this world in fear of what i’ve experienced

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fuwaprince

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

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Israel: 09-8892333

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New Guinea: 675-326-0011

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Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

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Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

kitten--aesthetics-blog

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

thescientificviolist

last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:

so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.

ur-local-pair-of-binoculars-dea

Check the notes, some people have added hotlines that aren’t listed here.

crowdofthousands062

I’ve already reblogged this before but people will miss you, you are loved you can power through it

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