Nope

And I know the reason I haven’t let go yet is because I swore I wouldn’t be a burden anymore

That’s why I’ve been lying all this time

Pretending to believe in a miraculous recovery which never began in the first place

Denying the very existence of my constant and unbearable pain just to prove that I am a functional member of society

Well I hope they’re all happy now

I hope they’re satisfied living with this physical form of pure fiction

I hope they’re finally proud of me for having fixed all my problems after saying that they were forged by my own weak-willed mind

And none of them even tried to convince me of otherwise when I spoke only ill of my entire character

They were quick to agree when I tore down the pretences of diagnoses and in turn chose to belittle my very being

Proving that there has been some secret consensus confirming every personal flaw as a source of my own brain

I may have stopped being a burden to those around me but now I carry that entire weight alone

I am a culmination of everything that I am needed to be at any given time

And the torture of this artificial life which I must constantly maintain has long been too much to bear

There is nothing real or honest about me which remains

I have spun a web of lies and falsities so impenetrable that no one will have reason to question my state of mind until I bring this charade to an end