blurry sight

unfortunately actually being productive and having a routine and leaving my house to be a person in the world and eating real meals consistently does improve my mental health which means i have to keep doing it except i have mental illness that makes me not do it so you see my dilemma

me two minutes after screaming crying and cursing the very fabric of existence: i love how beautiful the world is does anyone else realize that we live in a beautiful land full of wonders and joy..?

blogging is far more fun when youre in the trenches literally about to kill yourself lost all hope disillusioned ab ur boyfriend distrusting all your friends isolating from family open the app reblog lana gif like textpost from mutual encouraging substance abuse. its not the same when bettering self. oh well

Despite my avoidant nature I love to be wanted 👍what a shocking dichotomy … let’s hope the other avoidants don’t catch on …..

the wii is considered a retro console now.

THE WII IS CONSIDERED A WHAT.

Tonight I am Searching for An Image that May Very Well Change My Life

i don't understand how i am supposed to live with this profound sadness. to be honest