Obsidian

Fast heartbeat, feeling hallow in my chest, numb fingers. I don’t know if I'm nervous or anxious or both. But my heart is filled with emotions my mind is crying from all the overwhelming thoughts, So eager to know what’s next is in store. What will life through at us? What’s next? So eager, it’s dangerous for your heart to leap and frightening for your mind to join too.

The pain we have to endure during a separation is hard. Espacially when it’s something we didn't want and yet it happens and breaks you. Then you try to isolate and forget which you never do, holding on memories and wishing they are holding on too. That they share the pain too. That they miss you too. That they long too.  But the crush we feel to find out. They don’t feel. They moved on, happily and enjoying every minute. Not feeling suffocated at all by the distance. That’s when I feel the pain become a crack and the gap is getting bigger. I am broken.

Fits perfectly now. Love it! ✨

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