Salt Water Wild

even though ive done nothing but try to be civil and understanding

even though after years i still offer to fucking help him and forgive him

even though he sends people naked fucking photos of me, constantly tries to manipulate me, lies cheats and destroys my life

even though i have done nothing but try to just move on 

instead im at work crying

having a panic attack

because once again my ex cant just leave me alone

instead does nothing but tell everyone im nothing but a slut

you think i dont get messages daily online from people about what you have said about me

you destroyed me as a person

and the worst part is i tried to kill myself

then got help and tried to move on

and it doesnt matter