Mel

Sadness runs through my veins, fueled by memories of the past, a familiar pain. What do I have to gain? When I constantly reflect on bitter life with disdain.

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible Feeling super, super, super suicidal

I fell in love today, there aren't any words that you can say

I gave you something you can never give back, don't you mind

I’m pulling out my jagged teeth need to know whats underneath

Cause I illuminate the room, just enough to watch you.

And why do we like to hurt so much?

Throw me into the fire. Throw me in, pull me out again.

If your heart stops beating, God rest my soul. Dig this grave for two, can’t live without you.

(Message received on August 12th at 3:16am) Hello, its me, again. I know I shouldn't have called but I really didn't know who else to turn to. Remember last time we talked? You said we were both fucked up, you said you understood because you were fucked up too. I just, I just wanted to speak to you before - well I think you know what I'm saying. If you're there please pick up, please. Just for a minute, please. (Message deleted)

Here's to love, here's to peace. Solid ground beneath me.

If there ever came a dark day, that crushed us out and took you away, I'd chase you to the end. I'd chase you to the end of the world.

I wanna lose my mood inside a late night phone call with you

I brought a knife to a gunfight I brought my words to a fistfight I brought my hell to you And now the boys are back The boys are sad

I want you all to myself this time Conflicted looks good on me I'm trying desperately I want you all to myself this time.