Worshiping at the altar of cock 👅💦

But his phone is blowing up constantly with texts from her. She always seems to need his support with something, whether it's fixing a broken appliance or helping her drop her car at the shop. The reasons keep piling up on why my bf has to run to his ex-gf's place at all hours.

I lose my temper finally and tell him I know this ex wants him back and the right thing for him to do is block her. He tells me self-righteously that he should not have to break off a friendship due to my unfounded paranoia and mistrust.

"Do you seriously think I want to leave you right now and drag my ass over there? Because I don't, at all, but it's called doing a favor for a friend. God, do you not even know me?"

Before I know it, I've apologized and "calmed down." I promise I believe him and will try to trust him moving forward. Meanwhile, he heads over to his ex's apartment to help her "assemble an Ikea table."

He would have this super-hot ex a few years younger than me who is now his "girl best friend" and "totally platonic." Because she's not like other girls, she ends up lonely and in need of help a lot of the time. She doesn't know who else to call when she gets a flat tire or gets a bad cold and just can't function. But my bf has always been there for her.

Lots of arguments ensue with me accusing my bf of letting this girl pressure him into spending inappropriate amounts of time together with obvious implications of intimacy. It comes to a head with the next argument.

"She needs to put this Ikea coffee table together, okay, and there's no one else to help her," My boyfriend says tensely, "God. You really think I want to leave you right now and go over there? It's a total pain in the ass but she's my friend and it's the decent thing to do."

All further arguments from me are swiftly cut off with "You don't trust me? Do you not even know me at all? You know you're the only one for me babe, she's way too crazy."

Eventually, I let it go and decide to trust him. After all, he's right: what reason do I have to question his faithfulness? Do I even love him if I can be so paranoid and unfair?

So I sit around accusing myself of being a possessive bitch.

Like he knew I would.

Meanwhile, he's over at his ex's apartment helping her "assemble furniture."

This goes out to you 😘