I think its really weird how jax was the one to handle it worse and eventually abstract after being told everyone one in the cast was not actual real people and brainscans because like... thats literally reafirming the lies and coping mechanism he developed with the "everyone is a cartoon character and you are all my playthings XD" monologues he had on episode 6 like if anyone was supposed to actually be happy everything was fake it was supposed to be him.
like a good chunk of his crisis were triggered by remembering his real world out of the circus stuff he should be overjoyed he was not the same person as leeroy jenkins or whatever he is called.
This show writing is so ass oh my god
I feel the need to reblog this because this take is pretty ass. First, you confuse Jax's coping mechanism for his actual worldview. He neither genuinely believed nothing he did matters, nor he believe that it would mean that what he did would be okay. Coping is just that. A lie is just that. He knew it wasn't true, that it didn't justifiy what he did, and I think if you actually thought that way, then I think TADC is a little too complicated for you. "He said nothing matters, but he's stressed out that things DO matter? Um, bad writing!" Second, if he is triggered by his REAL MEMORIES of things he ACTUALLY DID in the real world, that means he still did them, and the fact that he is only a brain scan means there is literally NO WAY TO FIX WHAT HE DID, which includes apparently killing his mother. Jax is once again reminded of all the shit he did, that he always knew was wrong, and now escape is genuinely impossible and he will have to live it, so he abstracts.
Do you not remember that he was also pissed that Caine lied to them about the buttons to begin with, even though he consciously pressed the button that should have kept them in? That he joined the others in trying to escape anyway?
Jax is scared to confront reality, but he's even more scared at the idea that there is nothing he can do to make up for what he did, which si echoed in his last scene, where he cries that it's far too late. How is this ass writing? You fell for the facade, and that's the story's fault? The complicated character does seemingly contradictory actions under one consistent throughline, and that's bad writing?
I hate when people try to outsmart something but they put less than the bare minimum of thought into it.















