This is the second transcription! It comes from the erotic opressions of "Blurred in my mirror" (Room40, 2005). Tujiko voyage directly to a psychiatry ward and describes the sweet & painfully hallucinated perceptions of this female patient towards the family visit (maybe the mind's denial in front of our loved one's suffering?). Tap dancing is a major dellusional component - I guess this adds some lightness to the heavy subject. Sorry for the missing japanese parts, I'll try to make some romaji for them, but much probably my word separation will be dreadful, lol!
NIAGARA HOSPITAL, Tujiko Noriko
the light through the curtain is like sunday light or i’m loosing myself i don’t know i’m dying or what oh, yeah, soon my boyfriend will come to this room oh he came, oh he is in a very nice suite. (????) hum he kissed on me very gently, oh i can hear, i can listen to the sound of the sleepers of the nurses tan tan tan tan tan tan. yeah, it’s like tap dancing (japanese Tujiko-esque chanting) my mind is coming up to the sky it’s like paper. i’m loosing myself. i don’t know i’m dying or what. oh the doctor came, yeah, i don’t know. he is dancing too? yeah, he’s dancing to, to the sound of the sleepers of the nurses.. you are very like dancing, i don’t know why they are dancing in this hospital, they are dancing. so, yeah, i can see him, he started to dance too, my boyfriend. yeah, he doesn’t look like he wants to dance, but i don’t know, he started to dance too with a flower. he is almost crying. they, the three people are dancing him (???). i can see it, slightly, i can listen to the sound, tan tan tan tan tan. (another Tujiko’s japanese vocal chorus) they are waving their hands, smiling sometimes, but my boyfriend is almost crying they are dancing, tan tan tan tan tan, waving their hands, yeah, maybe it’s a goodbye dancing goodbye tap dancing, my tear can be like a niagara, niagara waterfall. my memory can be like niagara waterfall, they are dancing, tan tan tan tan tan, yeah, it looks happy goodbye. my tear can be washed away. they are waving their hands goodbye dancing, happy dancing, (Tujiko’s japanese evocation) goodbye dancing (Japanese singing) happy dancing tap dancing












