Levi's regrets in manga 136 - LeviHan's IF
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This is a manga analysis. Levi and Hange's dynamics in the animation and the manga differ drastically. Â
If you believe there is more to their story as well as their individual character development than meet the eye, I highly advise you to ditch the animation for the manga. With all due respect to Mappa, but the final season erases almost every romantic hint between Levi and Hange, along with the twists in their story arcs.
Please brace for a ride. LeviHan in the manga is as complex as it is captivating. The complexity is further muddled with sloppy translations. I will provide the original Japanese versions of key lines where necessary.
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Previously, before the forest scene, Levi was bent on killing Zeke to avenge his fallen comrades, fulfilling his oath to Erwin.
The first time Zeke escaped, Levi reaffirmed his oath to Erwin on the rooftop, and laid Erwin to rest.
The second time Zeke escaped, Levi was severely injured, and Hange came to his rescue.
Hange held Levi to her chest, jumped into the river and fled to a forest.
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Let's begin with the forest scene in chapter 126. It is a turning point in Levi's oath arc.
Levi was already awake when Hange attended to his injury. In an intimate moment, he cracked open his good eye to look at her when she wasn't aware.
He was quietly listening to Hange, as he always did.
Hange speculated that Zeke planned to use Eren's Titan power to inflict catastrophe. Later, on the aircraft, Levi told Pieck that killing Zeke might end the Rumbling. The Rumbling did cease briefly after he chopped off Zeke's head.
Hange was also concerned about their fate as the last two veterans of Survey Corps. The only option for survival seemed to be running away and abandoning their duties.
Lastly, and most importantly, unaware that he was listening to her the whole time, she murmured:
"Why not we live here together, Levi?"
In Japanese culture, living together usually suggests romance or a relationship.
Note the white bar right under this panel.
It's a timer bar, indicating the passage of an uncertain, usually long, amount of time. Â Given that Hange had rebuilt the broken cart by the time Levi sat up, I'd estimate at least an hour had passed.
The fact that Levi cracked open his good eye and clearly heard Hange's soliloquy â from her speculation about Zeke to her unintended confession â proves that he had been wide awake.
It makes me wonder what Levi was thinking while pretending to be asleep.
One could only speculate.
I believe Levi was most likely imaging â as anyone would after hearing a shocking suggestion â the scenario of abandoning their duties to live together, only to then remember his oath to Erwin.
This internal conflict explains why he remained motionless.
It was the sudden Rumbling sound and Hange's scream that stopped Levi's from continuing to feign sleep. Â When their eyes met, he averted his gaze and asked about Zeke's whereabouts.
See how Levi tried to sound angry and eager to kill Zeke as a way to strengthen his determination, only after lying quietly there and allowing himself to be torn about this for such a long time?
Hange uncharacteristically blushed upon realizing that Levi heard her suggestion, which is another clue that "living together" goes beyond friendship.
Levi cheered Hange up, but didn't address her slip of heart. Then, Levi and Hange left the forest, seemingly determined to leave their ambivalent thoughts in the forest.
Killing Zeke, the right choice from the perspective of honor and duty, won this round.
Yet Hange's slip of heart clearly lingered in the back of Levi's mind.
When Levi overheard Hange and Pieck's conversation, which didn't involve him at all, he felt the need to comment on this.
This is extremely unusual and interesting.
When has Levi ever commented on others' love lives in the manga? The only time Levi remotely did so was years ago when Mikasa constantly prioritized Eren over their squad missions. As the squad leader, Levi said something along the line of, "I don't understand your obsession with him, but don't mess up this time." Â
(We all know how that obsession began. On hindsight, Levi's confusion foreshadowed his own future romance. Hange took care of Levi the way Eren took care of Mikasa, sparkling Ackerman' romantic attachment of a lifetime. )
Back to Levi's unusual, unnecessary, unsolicited comment.
Note he waited a bit for Pieck to leave to make sure it was a private conversation between him and Hange.
Levi said:
çžć€ăăăć·šäșșăšăŻçæłăăźăŸăŸă ăȘăŻăœăĄăŹă
It roughtly translates as:
Your love has been unrequitted only with Titans, four eyes.
There is a Youtube video explaining the Japanese grammar of Levi's line, its hidden romantic connotation, as well as his bold choice of word for "love". The English translation loses all the nuance. Â
Besides, Hange's response isn't "I will charm her", but rather "We will become good friends". There is no romantic suggestion in her line regarding Pieck.
Simply put, Levi took the opportunity to express his feelings in an awkward and clumsy way. Unfortunately, Hange failed to pick up on that. I honestly think the look on Levi's face would have helped him be understood. But they stood with their backs to each other.
Fast forward to Levi and Hange's farewell. Â
The Survey Corps slogan is ćżèăæ§ăă, aka Devote the Heart, without specifying whose heart it is.
It is supposed to mean devoting one's heart â represented by one's fist â to humanity. Â Â
ïŒThe gesture is based on human heart's anatomical structure: an individual's heart and fist are of similar size and shape.ïŒ
Levi's fist is Levi's heart.
In this iconic scene, Levi altered the Survey Corps' solute gesture to devote his heart to Hange, hence her shocked expression.
Hange, despite on the verge of tears, brushed it off with a laugh, pretending she doesn't understand the gesture. She left him to fulfill her duty as the Commander.
When meeting her fallend comrades in the Path, she heard Erwin say:
"Hange, you've fulfilled your duty." Â Â
(duty , or ćœčçź in the original Japanese manga. Remember this word)
As for Levi, he had to stay strong as the last veteran to lead the squad.
But you can see cracks through his tough facade. Like, he couldn't bring himself to look at what happened to Hange outside the window. Pieck, arguably one of the most perceptive characters, noticed this.
Or, when he directed kids' attention away, buying himself a moment to let agony take over.
Levi was clearly in the depths of pain and loss, triggered by Hange's death.
He was thinking. At this point we are just not sure what exactly went through his mind.
Levi's thoughts were revealed three chapters later, in chapter 136, in the form of a monologue.
His thoughts, under an intimidating image of Erwin in his mind, revolve around duty (ćœčçź).
Yep, the exact same word used in Hange's after-death scene with Erwin in chapter 132. I circled out the word ćœčçź.
Hange and Levi didn't dare to abandon their duties in the forest to live together; Hange eventually died for hers.
Erwin's intimidating face in Levi's mind was a reminder that he needed to fulfill his duty â to kill Zeke. By far Levi appeared compliant, which makes his inner thoughts even more shocking.
Let's examine his first monologue lineïŒ
äżșéăźćœčçźăŻ Â ăăăă§ç”ăăă ăŁăăźăăăăăȘă
It roughly translates as:
"Our duty .... may have ended there."
There: the moment he swore his oath to Erwin four years ago.
He wanted to dump his oath from the beginning !!!
Because it was this very oath that pushed him and Hange out of the forest, hence the grievance â or even resentment, I would say â towards the oath.
But abandoning the oath is not enough to prevent her death. In Hange's after-death scene, she complained to Erwin that being Commander was too tough.
Levi's next monologue line:
ăŹăć ±ăăšă©/æ”·ă«ć±ăă ăăăŸă§ăźćœčçźă ăŁăăšăăă
It roughtly translates as:
"We got those brats to the sea, if that's where our duty ended..."
Why end their duties at the seaïŒ
Because after they reached the sea, Hange's burden as Commander grew increasingly heavy, eventually leading to her death.
Between Hange assuming the position of Commander and the expedition to the sea, things went quite smoothly. It only took a sour turn afterward.
In other words, Levi regretted not ending their duties four or three years earlier. He wanted to keep Hange alive and happy.
He wanted to live an alternative life with her.
Levi's next monologue questioned the inhumane side of Survey Corps' "devote the heart" indoctrination â the very tenet that drove Hange to go on the suicidal mission.
It was also the biggest reason Levi didn't dare to stop her: their fallen comrades were watching.
Remember her last words to Levi?
"You understand, Levi. I have a feeling.... It's my turn."
I will leave the detailed analysis for another day, but let's focus on Levi's regrets for now.
If you look at Levi's monologue in chapter 136 independently, on its own, it's beyond confusing, out of blue and out of place. Why would he suddenly think "our duty may have ended four years ago" in the middle of a deadly war?
The only logical explanation is that he had been ruminating on their duty the whole time.
Now we know what exactly went through Levi's mind. Â Â
Fascinatingly, there are some other clues.
One lies in the name of this chapter - Â ćżèăæ§ăă (Devote the Heart) - Â a strong indication of the link between Levi's inner thoughts to his painful farewell to Hange in chapter 132. Â
Another glaring clue lies in "duty".
Isayama sensei even used the same Japanese word ćœčçź for duty in chapter 132 and chapter 136  to imply that Levi's monologue on duty was triggered by Hange's death.
In fact, the image of oath swearing in Levi's mind is reverted to imply the 180-degree shift from commitment to regret.
Before Levi's injury and Levihan's forest scene: commitement
After Hange's death: regret
The table has turned.
Right after Levi broke free the shackles of his oath, Zeke appeared. Levi killed him with one swift swing of sword. No torture for revenge this time, unlike before.
The Rumbling stopped. As Connie supported an injured Levi, Â he said: " It's not that I don't have regrets. But ... we stopped the Rumbling, it's the right thing to do, right?â
Connie doesn't have a story arc of regret or lack thereof.
It's more likely him voicing Levi's hidden regrets and Levi's changed intent in killing Zeke â not for revenge, but to stop the Rumbling.
It explains Levi's expression as he slightly looked up, staring into the void, clearly consumed by his inner turmoil with something or someone in his mind.
Levi wanted to end their missions years earlier for an alternative life with Hange. It's an IF scenario.
In essence, IF is to go back in time, making different choices.
In case there's any confusion about his regrets, he made it clear in his monologue that he doesn't regret letting Erwin go.
Well, Levi's syringe choice is another puzzle with a twist, no less stunning than the twist in his oath arc. I'd say it's a love letter from Levi to the woman with sparkling eyes, an innocent dream and a selfless spirit.
But the analysis may cause some controversy and wrath from certain fandoms, so please let me savor it for myself for now. Â
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LeviHan is a fascinating, heart-breaking and complete arc. Hange's part is comparatively clear, while Levi's part is more in the dark, requiring quite some efforts to piece together the whole puzzle.
I will probably write about the heart arc, later. Â Â
In the final chapter 139, Â Levi's last panel focuses on his scar.
The pain and regrets will never really go away, because of the "what ifs" â of what could have been with her.
I have to reblog this a million times.
It's a pitty that the complexity of their story arc, compounded with sloppy translations, has hampered readers' understanding of these two characters, along with their story.













