🦊Noah🌕

I've been a furry for over 5 years now.

I am also an otherlink. Otherlink is someone who identifies as something non-human by choice. It slits up into funlink and copinglink(?). Funlink is when you do it for fun and copinglink when you do it as a coping mechanism. I don't fully know anymore which one it is for me tho... Anyway my linktype is a blue eyed Night Fury.

But my favorite httyd dragons are the Sand Wraith and Hobblegrunt

On the topic of dragons. I love dragons, they got to be my favorite animal overall. I also like drawing them and animals in general. Never cared about to learn how to draw humans properly. I do draw anthropomorphic animals tho and maybe other such creatures.

Never named him, he is an alien. And he is pissed off 24/7. Also that was just a quick drawing so I don't forget the idea of him.

I also play games a lot, recently I've been playing a lot of slime rancher 1&2

But I also play a bunch of roblox games and maybe Minecraft on occasion or something alse I have on my laptop once per blue moon or whatever the saying was (in Poland we say once per Russian year idk where that came from).

Other things I like are Danganronpa

The Amazing Digital Circus

And some other stuff like DSMP (not the problematic creators), FNAF, Undertale/Deltarune (more of a faded one), I'll sporadically watch a bit of Bluey (yes I know it's a kids show, but will enjoy it anyway) and even more sporadically read a chapter of Warrior Cats. I also have a on and off thing with SCP where I get a phase every like idk 6 months, listen to the reports in the background and forget about it untile I am reminded once more it exists and I feel like engaging.

It never felt so nice, and *my* space rather than just a space I reside(I hope I'm useing the word correctly) in.

It's not even finished yet. It's missing the wardrop, an IKEA Trofast, and a few minor thing. But it already feels just right.

Maybe it's the feeling of reclaiming the space, making it mine again after so long, making it reflect me.

The last time my room has underwent a big change like that was when I was about 11 years old. A lot has changed since then, both good and bad. I have became a completely different person. Maybe there is something healing about this, getting to move on from the bad things of the past by erasing the old space and making a new one.

There is also probably something about growing up. I picked out the color as a kid, still have a lot of items from that time as well. I will also be sorting through my items and getting rid of things I don't want anymore.

1. They're cute as fuck

2. We could just let them loose in an AI data center to eat all the ram and destroy generative AI.

A bit about how it was conceived. So idk if you know about a thing called reality shifting, basically becoming aware in an other reality like with the same awerness as this one. Idk how to explain this. Anyslays, I'm planning to shift to some places (when my lazy ass finally gets around to it and doesn't forget), one of which is Hope's Peak Academy as part of class 78 (the one from thh, non-despair bc I ain't dealing with that shit.) And yk, Chihiro is there. My over all favorite character in all of media and also my comfort character. And that has already several times promoted the thought of "would he think of me as weird or even creepy for how much I like him and the merch I wanna own of him and that I want to cosplay him and all other fan stuff?" I was thinking about something like that again and a thought came to me.

There is a reality where I'm the fictional character. I am someone's Chihiro. In an other reality I am nothing but fiction created by hands of one, and consumed by eyes of other. A fictional character that has everything done to them that we do. Devoted fans with shrines of varying sizes, cosplays, yumeshipers, fan art/animations, edits, being someone's favorite, someone's comfort. There are also ppl that view us as an item of sexual attraction, rule 34th of the internet "If it exists, there is porn of it", simps, all that sorts of ppl. There are also these who hate us with their whole heart, wishing death or harm on us, talking shit about us, idk what ppl that hate characters do.

Idk where I'm going with this anymore.

In an other reality we are fictional characters and that mean everything that is done to fictional characters here is also applies us there.

Uh, bye

But the problem is, lack of games like that.

They're either unreleased (The Wings Of Dawn)

Or just not good options especially with how much you pay for them (Day of Dragon, Draconia, both over 90PLN on steam)

And I know there is that one official roblox httyd game and you can be the dragon technically. But that's still not really the experience I'm looking for. You can't even roar as the dragons or anything like that in that game. Just fly, shoot or spit fire. And it is fun for a bit, I enjoy the dive bombing bc that is how Night Furies attack and it helps me link with my linktype ^-^ But there just isn't much to do other than grind for eggs to get every skin if you want. As well as I just remember the game feeling really rushed. I know it's a roblox game, but I seen models and animations done better in fan games on roblox than in the official game. So again, product not worth while for me, even if free this time.

This whole rant made me remember I had the idea of a dragon game where you can play as a dragon, but before that becomes a reality it will probably be long years bc I'm too lazy to do the stuff needed in the quality I want and I do not whatsoever have the funds to pay someone alse to do that and just be a direct of the project or something. And also it would be nice if I actually had some fucking dragons for the game done design and gimic wise not just an ambitious idea for a game.

After Sayaka shut herself in the bathroom and Leon went to get the tool kit, she most likely thought that maybe he left.

Now imagen the heart drop she felt when she heard the dorm room open again. And the fear when she heard the tools working on the screws of the door handle.

That it, bye bye

(And now the alter human part of the rant comes in)

While originally I chose to be a Night Fury otherlink just for fun, I later tryed to also use it as a way to cope with all that. Night Furies are big and strong, not small and weak. And maybe if I choose to make something big and strong to be a big part of my identity as a person, I won't feel as small and weak as I am.