tues bad day

See strawpage for DNI. I am friendly but I don't actively seek friendship, so don't DM me for that. Also here's my poipiku for instances of lewd posting.

awww thank you. honestly its really heartwarming to know people have come around me a while ago and stayed to check me out even after a phase passed, some even move on to fandoms because they saw me executing it well... does feel a little empowering if you ask me haha. also thank you for praise on jelix stuff i genuinely think its the best i did for the fandom especially knowing how much effort it took

found out i lost a small old gif of my ocs, luckily the layers are present. remade it. does anyone in this account recall what the dataloss project is

does miss patron librarian purr for me?

Wait up, I know you feel anxious No need to be nervous You’re safe with me Some monsters are harder to vanquish Together we’ll manage to make it through We’ll find our way

i wouldn't blame you for getting mad at me for these words, like "hurrr not all russians are the same i dont even personally know you or your offenders dude". it's fine! don't go finding out then. i never wanted much to be perceived as a person on art accounts, more like a vague spirit spitting out pics, and nowadays i don't want to be perceived as someone human even more so

just a couple of sad old men

also (also) with my tender love for hokland i stared at jack for a minute longer and realized his image is pretty rolandish. cut his hair or smth he will rizz up that old man no prob. also trouble with losing family. i really am sad that i cant bring myself into mood to draw smth about that but you get the idea. least expected project moon crossover

the situation itself would be roland coming to religion floor for the final talk and hokma not really reacting in the way his true feelings are (he is always like that. even if emotions are positive. this man) but his body doesn't quite stay still so he does his best to contain his reaction. thankfully roland doesnt see the struggle as he himself tries to look more nonchalant. i have not thought of the reason they would break up for this specific sketch so no idea if roland would be upset himself. probably would. i don't know if im gonna seriously tackle that topic in art or fanfiction but if i will, that will take a hell lotta time and effort

a little compilation of everything this evening

i was very excited to find out so many friends of yours share this tenderness for the guy i like a lot, too. sometimes sour mood can get to me too bad and the picture of what im doing and why is slowly melting before my eyes, but the fact that i can make someone, not just myself, a bit happier with mostly self-indulgent fanart, and that it even extends beyond people originally seeing posts but also them showing them to their own little circles... that does feel good. genuinely

its always been in my blood tbh, the will to give a favorite character more interaction and/or love from others. it is part why i am surprised that only here and now someone is upset by that, its literally been my agenda the whole time i do fandom art, which is a long time. but here in pjm fandom i have received more "eyebrows up ngl i second that" reactions than in any other before, which is great because 1) wow i manage to do that 2) yes go surround that sad old man with attention!! with the amount he gets in fandom he really needs it. will put him in situations further gladly.

oh my god. it is like being adored by a family that isn't mine, which is actually very heartwarming... especially about recognizing style since i as an artist cannot quite tell what's unique there (mostly i think cuz it reminds me of my own mirror image and im just too used to seeing it thru the years). i just draw and when it comes out good, i show it to the world but apparently there is some red thread going thru that as well. thank you for sharing i will Not stop doing the hot grey grandpa!!!

i am moreso appaled by the very rethoric of whoring from that person. as if its impossible to view different possibilities for one character? like an endless sea of variations? maybe that anon thinks i am putting all ship works into one basket idk, i considered it quite apparent that each post has its own separate little world so to say, unless specified otherwise. wehhh. then again i consider it apparent that it is distasteful to barge into someones askbox to whine about your own unmet expectations so *jazz hands* i guess

i dont usually respond to anon hate but that one made me laugh, this one time i couldnt ignore it. reminds me of that one time i got word that someone made a shiphate acc in instagram and was reposting my works saying they look cool but the topic is SHIT... like how much time do you have to set up things like shiphate accounts and search for stuff you dislike. i wish i had that time cuz i would at least have used it to sleep more hours a day and hit that 8h mark. anyway enough rambling, thank you for cheering me up darling