NineInchNailed

Is that it? Can I go now?

I don’t need help. I just want you badly.

I have approximately 30 days. It’s time I start planning my funeral. Everything else is already planned.

If my calculations are correct I won’t make it past the month.

Idk why I’m like this. The fact that I try so hard to change it and and nothing gets better is the reason I feel compelled to give up. I worked so hard to get here but I never wanted this. I surviving isn’t being alive and as far as i know I haven’t been alive in years.

Called the cops on my landlords in a manic rage because I couldn’t find the breaker box to turn my oven back on. Probably gonna regret that but rn I just want to rip apart my body. It’s not self harm if you do it tho.

If you miss me let me know. I might be gone tomorrow.

This must be the end. My life flashed before my eyes. What a disgusting waste of time.

Don’t forget to dm me about my OF ;)

Miss me?