non omnis moriar

うかたま

Book cover embroidery illustration : MICAO

children ceased to be children when you put a sword in their hands. when you taught them to fight a war, then you armed them and put them on the front lines, they were not children anymore. they were soldiers.

“ no mourners. no funerals. among them, it passed for ’good luck.’ ”

@sixofcrowsnet heist: crimes breaking into the ice court

Adrian: here

—  did you know i’ve never been skiing? i’d like to try it one day, though.

TL;DR my grandfather informed us last minute that he would be moving out of our apartment (changed his mind and decided he’d be moving back to Mexico) so my brother and I have been desperately scrambling to try and apply to places that were within our budget and that had availabilities ASAP. We’ve been staying with our aunt and uncle but you know when your stay’s been too long.

We have most of the moving expenses covered and the security deposit but the property’s expecting first months rent (which we planned for but my car decided to need a new battery and brakes and completely killed me in the process). I love my car but if my job wasn’t as a case manager I’d have left it for a later time.

We need $2,100 to have everything ready for move-in (which is next Friday)!! The total amount is double that and I had to lay down when I got the breakdown but god these property managements take you for everything you got and still expect your soul.

If you could please share this post, or donate!!!, I’d be incredibly happy and emotional and thankful.

I’m at $650/$2,200 which is insane and I’m so grateful and this is more than I imagined lmao. I have until Friday to get to that goal and I know I’ll figure something out and hopefully help comes my way from this too. I don’t mean to sound ungrateful I’m just scared(?) that this can be taken away. Is that my mental illness talking? Yes, of course 😭