nikki's ramblings

i don’t understand how anything works i just walk through life terrified

sorry if i come off as stupid, its because i am

Me 2 myself, upon discovering some new media to consume: i will like this a normal amount :) it will be casual this time :) just some light entertainment :)

all I do is listen to music and think about my silly little fictional people

my whole personality is nostalgia , actually,

fuck it’s august??? what’s next? 2022???? can’t do this anymore

writing fanfiction is just. i’m being so creative and original. i’m plagiarizing everyone by accident. i’m a genius. i’m cringe. i’m too angsty. i’m too cheesy. this is not in character. it doesn’t matter that it’s not in character because these are my characters now. i love my hobby. this is the worst possible use of my time. i’m seeking validation. i’m projecting my own personal problems onto this story and i’m barely hiding it. i know so many words and i’m using all of them wrong. im on tumblr posting about it instead of writing it.

90% of my day is me being nervous

self undiagnosing there's nothing wrong with me

no offence but do i look like i understand anything