Nikki's randomness

It was so sad, even my heart still feels really heavy today. Was crying a bucket of tears last night because of this drama, which never ever happened before (to be honest, I am not a type of girl who easily cries for a drama). However, I started sobbing like hell when Jung Tae happily hold Ok Ryeon hands unknowingly that she was dying and the moment Hyun Joong's OST started playing when Jung Tae was running, crying and screaming like a crazy man... It hurts too much. Goodbye Kim Ok Ryeon, I really really like you a lot. Thanks for being with our hero. You're no doubt his best friend, his soulmate, his sunshine, his forever. This song is dedicated to no one else but YOU... 

I just spent an entire day, thinking only about you Blankly swallowing tears

I ran for a while because I felt like going crazy I call out to you on the top of my lungs I want to be by your side and protect you every day Words I want to say to you all day

...

When today passes, will tomorrow come? Night is coming When today passes, when today passes, when the pain ends

A day is so long That I’m afraid I’ll lose you When today passes

I say that I love you, I love you I say that I hate you, I hate you I’m always by your side When today passes, tomorrow will come If only you would know...

I hope the writer won't ruin the drama one more time (if you know what I mean). It's too late. 

When today passes, I will surely miss you a lot too, Jung Tae ah. 

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A set of gifs with my selected fave quotes from 감격시대 Inspiring Generation characters - Jung Tae, Ok Ryeon, Gaya, Aokki, Leader Mo and Jae Hwa. Made for fun :) 

"Standing beside you, I want to live listening to you sing. Let's be together for the rest of our lives, until death..." Jung Tae to Ok Ryeon

"I won’t die like my father. I won’t live worthlessly like you either. I’m going to make this territory mine." Jung Tae to Jae Hwa

"To save my own life you told me to put your life in danger? I cannot do that. I don’t wanna see you do risky thing anymore." Ok Ryeon to Jung Tae

"You haven’t matured enough to be killed by my swords. If you want revenge, grow up more then return..." Gaya to Jung Tae

"My answer will never change, now or in the future whether it's the leader of Ill Gook Hwa or China emperor..." Aoki to Gaya

"If your eyes don’t work, then use your ears. If your ears become bad, then your nose. Use your instincts." Leader Mo to Jung Tae

"Now I really want to see your face. But if I see it, I’ll cry like an idiot and lose my composure. So, I can’t..." Jae Hwa to Woo Ji

Just realised that I've never made any artworks for David since I started this lil' corner (my life is all around Kim Hyun Joong!). I watched David's "Word for the day: Patience" video and feel like wanna do something related to the boy. So here it is! To be honest I don't know what to call this. 

Patience is something that takes time. You have to be patient to gain patience. - David Archie

It's so true! Patience is a skill, not an inherited trait. I truly think I need to practice to be patient as I'm pretty easy to get angry, stressed or overwhelmed sometimes and everything just gets worse :( 

David is coming home after 2 years of his mission and Hyun Joong is leaving for his military service soon ( T____T ) Why my fangirl life is so hard :( But, it's a good thing I guess since I'll be graduating soon and I need to focus on my life. Well, I only have one small wish that I will have chance to meet Hyun Joong again before his leaving just like David in 2011. Perhaps I need to start some plans for it to happen, soon.

This song is perhaps my most fave song from Inspiring Generation OST so far. Nice melody, beautiful lyric, sweet voice :)

After a hard day passes and I look in the sky You fall through thousands of lights Yes, before I met you, I didn’t know Love seemed like an unattainable luxury From some point on, your voice stayed in my ears Saying “you’re okay, it’s okay” as you pat my shoulders When you were by my side, I shined

Well, but still no sight of Hyun Joong's, haizz. And you know, there's only 2 weeks left T___T Time surely flies freakin' fast. Still remember the days we were counting down for the premier and now it's near to the end. 

My 3rd Video Editing work, once again, dedicated to the "Bestie duo" Shin Jung Tae-Kim Ok Ryeon. You might be questioning me, why them again LOL! Haha, oh well I don't know too, the song inspired me to do this video (really!) I love everything in this song, from the melody, to the powerful voice of 2 singers, and the beautiful lyric. It's perfect! When I went thru the lyric, I knew right away it's the song that I was looking for! 

I'm quite happy with the outcome this round even though still need to practice and improve a lot. But I truly enjoy what I am doing! Whether you like these 2 or not, hope that you can find some peaceful moments watching the video. And don't forget to support Inspiring Generation! Let's hope there will be no more problems & everything will go smoothly until the end. Cheers!

"I can’t even give an explanation

I have just buried it in my heart


Things I couldn't say as a man wander inside my small heart...

  In my life that doesn’t have a single peaceful day


I felt too bad to place you by my side


I was afraid that something bad would happen to you because of me…"

Another chibi boy into my collection. Shin Jung Tae with his flower-names memorizing problem :)

Let's forget all bad news that we received today (even though 'till now I still feel fairly uneasy tbh) let's just move on and keep our faith up high that everything's gonna be alright (I hope)~~ Here's my new lil' dude Shin Jung Tae chibi in suits! Handsome, isn't he?

"Everybody's got a time in their life

When everything hurts and nothing's right.

But you gotta walk on, yeah you gotta walk on.

Everybody's got a piece of their heart

That's been stepped on and torn apart.

But you gotta be strong, yeah you gotta walk on..."

David Archie - Things Are Gonna Get Better

Well, another fanmade video from me, it's short and simple (I just wanna practice making video, you know ^^ ). This MV is for our ONE and ONLY God of Battle Shin Jung Tae aka Kim Hyun Joong. I am not really fond of action drama but I truly enjoy his action scenes in Inspiring Generation. I think he has done a pretty good job so far. Keep it up Hyun Joongie. 

It's kinda random but I found out yesterday that one of my project-mates in NUS is also watching Inspiring Generation! She is non-fan and she said she decided to start watching the drama because of curiousness. She found the drama really different from typical K-drama and interesting as well in spite of being a little too violent (she saw Jung Tae wallpaper on my desktop first then asked me if I watched that "violent" drama too LMAO). Don't know why but feel really really happy and proud ^^ #happpyfangirlhere

My very 1st fanmade video, dedicated to "Best Friend" duo Shin Jung Tae & Kim Ok Ryeon since I adore their relationship! I don't know how many times I wanted to start learning making video and always gave up in the end. Finally, I had an inspiration thanks to Jason Chen's "Best Friend" acoustic version! Maybe I'll try another vid with Gaya next round, once I finish up all my projects. Enjoy my amateur fanmade video and don't throw stones LOL :) It's not the best but I tried my best ^^ 감격시대 대박!! 김현중 화아팅!!

"...I don't wanna ruin what we have

Love is so unpredictable.

But it's the risk that I'm taking, hoping, praying

You'd fall in love with your best friend..." 

My very first Shin Jung Tae chibi boy! It's been quite long since the last time I made one using illustrator so I think that my skills get worse tbh T__T Anyway, here it is! Hope everyone who manages to see this post will like it ^^

By the way, I've just spent a few minutes going thru the "inspiring generation" tag here in tumblr and wow! So happy and proud to see lots of good reviews for Inspiring Generation. I do love everything in this drama, too! Finger crossed the drama will get better and better and yes, higher rating that it deserves!