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abusive parents will act like it has nothing to do with them when their kids gets suicidal, as if the constant "do you know how much money we waste on you", "you owe us for all the food and clothes", "you're a nuisance", "nobody cares what you want", "we sacrificed so much for you", and "I could have had xyz if not for you" doesn't send a clear message:

"It would be better if you didn't exist".

You let your kids know you'd prefer them dead and they're following your wishes.

🧠 THAT FUCKING PHYSICS TEACHER KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT ME. HE SHOULD HAVE KEPT HIS THOUGHTS TO HIMSELF. WHO THE FUCK IS HE. GENUINELY SINCERELY WHO THE FUCK IS HE IN MY LIFE? NO ONE ABSOLUTELY NO ONE. WHY IS HE CONSTANTLY COMMENTING ON HOW I'M OFF TO A BAD PATH. HE KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT HOW MUCH I STUDY AT HOME!!! FUCKING PRICK!!! WHAT A FUCKING DICK!!! NOW I CAN'T EVEN STUDY PHYSICS WITHOUT REMEMBERING HIS RECEDING ASS FACE!!! I HATE HIM!!!

#vent #turns out that if you make your relationship with your student weirdly personal by threatening to call his guardian for no concrete reason #just because you think your student “fell off” and is badly influenced now #your student will have weirdly personal feelings against you #I SHOULD NOT BE WORRYING ABOUT A FUCKING TEACHER I SHOULD NOT HATE HIM BC HE SHOULD NOT HAVE INTERACTED WITH ME THIS WAY #HE IS NOTHING BUT A TEACHER. OUR RELATIONSHIP IS NOT PERSONAL. WHETHER HE THINKS I'M FALLING OFF OR NOT SHOULDN'T EVEN REACH MY EARS #IN FACT IT SHOULD NOT REACH HIS THOUGHTS BECAUSE HE'S THERE TO DO HIS JOB AND GET PAID AND NOTHING MORE #SENSITIVE PRICK! THERE'S KIDS IN MY CLASS BRAGGING ABT DOING DRUGS AND GOING WHO-KNOWS-WHERE HIDDEN FROM EVERYONE AND HE IS WORRYING ABOUT #M-FUCKING-E?#I HAVE ENOUGH ACADEMICAL TRAUMA AS IT IS I DO NOT NEED YOU TO ADD TO IT YOU $%@%@^#@%@%@%%#WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO LOVE ME? WHY IS EVERYONE HOSTILE AGAINST ME #IS IT BECAUSE IM A DOORMAT #SHOULD I! SHOULD I! SHOULD I START DESTROYING MY LIFE IN REAL WAYS NOW???? THEN YOU'LL LIKE ME???? THEN YOU'LL GIVE UP ON ME AND #STOP ANNOYING THE FUCK OUT OF ME !!!!

🧠 I scroll through mine & headmates' pinboards to see what other people will see if they do it. I listen to mine & headmates' playlists to hear what other people will hear if they do it. I like to theorize what will they like the most or how many times they'll listen to the playlist when they think random recommended songs didn't do it justice. ...I remember nobody will ever do that for us. ^^

#nfbrain #vent #am I just unworthy of [my brain] being picked apart #am I just worthless #because I mean #as soon as i started demonstrating vulnerability and differing views #my relatives shut me down and scared me into submission. then they say I'm being indoctrinated by tumblr algorythm whenever I defend queer #ppl (which I don't even really DO because there's only so much I can say before they clock that I have not #in fact #“given up” on being transmasc“).#they never think I can possibly have deep feelings that motivate my actions or anything either. Or that I can genuinely treasure some weeds #in my garden bc they make me feel like a piece of the Dream Realm has come to reality.#this one asked me to follow him somewhere so he can send me funny stuff.#I tried filtering the hell out of my IG only to give up and revive my X account from the ashes #I had to filter out anything real he could see. even me having a Deltarune pfp on X is already too real and he might talk abt it bc it is a #queer game with a nonbinary agender MC trans major character and homossexual couples #In order to not be yelled at I have to filter every part of my real identity so that people don't see it. Am I really that unlovable #I'm too weird even for the designated weird people #SO WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO #I'm always so fascinated by others. I have yet to meet someone who is also fascinated by me. It'll never happen though #my headmates ARE enough #if they weren't I wouldn't even be here #but of course I'm hurt that my relationships outside the system just don't fucking work #they just don't fucking work #they do not fucking work #it feels like only ppl who have access to [my brain] me can see my qualities and that is amazing and a wonder of the universe #that I could form so many true friends and share a life with them in the most intimate way ever #but why is it so hard for ppl who don't have that advantage to love and need me #nobody was ever particularly bothered at the thought of losing me. Some are even content with me lying to keep the peace.

buhbahbuh

Krusielle WILL WIN once kris is freed from our influence and everything is cleared up TRUSTTT

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🧠 Plural "in closet": haha yeah those are my ocs I drew haha yeah (feels like shit the rest of the day.)

#vent #I LIED WHEN I SAID THEYRE MY OCS!! I LOVE THEM MORE THAN ANYONE AND ANAYTHING #EACH HAVE A LIFE STORY YOU COULDN TBEGING TO IMAGINE #AND THAT I COULDNT HAVE BEGUN TO IMAGINE!!!#SO #I LIED!!!!#WHEN I SAID MY HEADMATES WERE MY OCS #I LIED!#nfbrain

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🀄 I love sprite! I am filled with the power of sparkling clear soda!

#dracheivion

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#benicio #🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡#ilhsm🧡#sun is soo cute #and smart #and everything to me #chive always starts getting mad when chive's embarrassed 😔#it's....the cutest thing. 😔😔

🐨 our mind plays back everything we said that might have been extremely embarrassing from others' perspective over and over like a sort of visual playlist from hell LoL. The only way it goes away is if I slap my forehead as hard as I can or..a little healthier..middle finger the air

The thought this could be a symptom for smth starting scares me

#venty

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🐨 plurals are genuinely so cool; wdym you guys have cute, cool and funny-looking Pokémon, unpopular popular media characters and a bucnh of other awe-inspiring people who maxxed out self expression from spending most of their time in headspace among you?

#nfappreciation

🍊 I desperately need fujoshi to forget gay men exist lol

#yorkie #ik it's not as grave as when lesbians are fetichized.#but I am allowed to say it's uncomfortable

🀄 My self-worth issues are 100% healed whenever I remember that one game a teammate asked if I was smurfing on Bard. ♥️ I hope Susanoo follows that person wherever they are.

#dracheivion #there was once I saved a game on freaking Nami support by stealing the Baron Na'Shor with my ultimate and nobody commented on it!! what!!#nobody even honored me afterwards!#my whole team was dead too!#I guess even that is part of the charm of playing support.#come to think of it #it prepared me for the later stages of my life where only I & my sysmates would understand and see each other's effort #I'm of the opinion that games help us develop some parts of us that most day-to-day situations won't.#Kaizoku no Orohotsuken for example has this whole thing where we make a scenario where the Family is broken into groups and has to eliminate #all the others in order to win the game #this creates all sorts of unusual situations...like when Rowlette almost lobotomized Mareoh and was later unalived by owls own teammates'#bullets when Mareoh got the upperhand

🩶 Petition to start referring to the characters the Nicasa Family voices like Pokémon. "Brain's Kakoubun", "Typhlosion's Sinbad", "YORKIE'S SHARRKAM" AAAAAAA it's finally happening!!! Chive is getting a major role since voicing the protagonist of The Valkyries!

#nfva

🐨 Whenever anybody doubts the casting that decided Alibaba would be voiced by Dorakebion, comet shouts "AA–AAAMON!" One more time and stars fame increases.

#nfva

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🩶 YES!!!!! YORKIE WILL VOICE A MENTOR CHARACTER IN MAGI!!!! LET'S GO!!!! I NEEDED THIS!!!

#nfva #HE'LL HAVE SO MUCH SCREENTIME YAYAAYYYYY

🍊 Gifts from my Husbands❤️🔥🩶 are the best 💕💕💕 Benício's Dream Realm cooking is unmatched 💞💞💞 I mean, GODDAMN that juicy well-seasoned (cruelty free! Headspace meat!) steak soaked in orange sauce is something else! Dream Realm physics also allow you to put it inside an extremely pretty gift box colored with your favorite shade of orange and the best textures and slippery sounds on the wrap..without ruining the food OR the box❣️❣️ And then Asphy's delicious creamy orange-themed cracking fruit dessert, inspired by physical realm's viral mousse fruit cakes ♥️♥️♥️♥️ Jesus Christ they already did this stuff for me on my actual birthday. Why are they doing it again on a random ass night UGH I love them so much y'all. I hate this. I hate their stupid asses too. Quack. 😭 Green flags everywhere I look

#yorkie #nfmemories

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