MOVED.

ooc. hello friends this is mary !!

i’ve been debating this all week. and the truth is, i am not happy being on this blog. there’s just something about having so many followers on such an underdeveloped blog that’s making me super anxious. i love being here. i love writing as roxas. but i just can’t appreciate it as much as i should on this account.

i’ll admit, it feels so strange leaving a blog i worked so hard on. this blog has existed for over a year, and i don’t think i could ever delete it. in the course of a year, over 600 people discovered me. i am truly touched. 

        “I can teach you, you know, Roxas. It’s not like I’m playing random notes that don’t go well together.” Demyx scoffs gently. Almost like he’s insulted, but he’s not. Roxas really needed to give it a shot! Not to doubt himself and to say that he couldn’t do it! “I can teach you a very basic song – something that most Sitar players start out with. It’s played on instruments all over the world since it’s so simple!” Demyx lets out a small snicker. 

                                  What? It’s the song he started out with, as well!

        Pausing, he swallows thickly and shuffles. Making room for Roxas beside him, his eyes on the younger male as he waits for the other to make their way beside him. It wouldn’t hurt for the blond to give it a shot. It’s not like he’d be failing a mission or anything–. “Come on~! You won’t regret it, I’m sure! Will give you something new to do!”

                 Roxas stared at the empty space on the couch. Where Axel and Xion were, he had                    no clue, so might as well. He had never played any form of instrument before, much                    less know anything about them. Did he have any plans today? No.

     Now that he thought about it, he never heard Demyx play a full song. Whenever he saw him        with the instrument, he always seemed to be tuning it, or just strumming the strings in no            particular order. Roxas was curious as to how good of a player Demyx actually was.

      “It’s what I like to do. Don’t you have anything you like to do all day?”

Made him wonder if Roxas even HAD something to do, with the attitude that was shot his way, he could only assume that, no, he DIDN”T have anything to do. Rather upsetting, don’t you think? With a small smile, Demyx gives Roxas a quick look and plucks on the lower strings, letting the sound echo around them.

       “Did you want to give it a shot? Maybe once you try it, you won’t        be so quick to judge! I mean, besides – it’s not like we have much        to do anyway, and if we do, it’s usually a mission! ”

              ❝Well...❞ Another question he could add to his ‘questions with no straightforward                     answers’ list. There was plenty of things for him to do: he could spar with Xion,                           wander around Twilight Town, or even sleep. It seemed to him that everyone always                   picked the same one thing to do. Axel slept, Xion trained and Demyx... Well, he was                   always playing that wacky instrument.

    Roxas stared at the instrument, more specifically, the fingers plucking the strings. Roxas had     no clue on how to play, but the sound it produced was rather nice. Maybe that’s what he           would do today.