i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here

one day I will meet a person who won’t find my mind a little too heavy. who won’t tell me to stop thinking and overthinking. someone who understands that loving people so much is who I am. someone that won’t call me a handful. someone who is ready to love with all they have too. someone who wants to take on this world with me by their side. that will be a happy day.

you deserve someone who is sure about you.

i hope you find someone that matches your capacity to love

I’ll forever be the person who says "It’s okay, I understand" even when my heart is literally shattering.

my heart hurts and i wish things werent this way

I don’t have time to hate anyone I either love you or I don’t care at all

I gotta go. idk where but I gotta go.