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Another week, another part! This series is finally coming to an end in the next part and I need your opinion on how it should go! Let me know in my ask~ and again @itegamibachi thank you for your lovely message in the previous part!
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
"what do you mean, you're getting over me?"
so,,, you must be wondering how you got here
well yes, big Dongwook did call Dongwook to come over and pick you up
except that um, it was AFTER you called him
yEA let's rewind back to last night
remember how you were all worried pre-drinks??
well that went out of the window after that!! you started talking a lot about wanting to get over Dongwook instead
thankfully big Dongwook was nice enough to listen to your whole 'plan'
when he got up to get more drinks, you reached for your phone then started looking up Dongwook's number to call him
but of course drunk!you couldn't differentiate a phone call and a voice message
"heY IT'S ME! we haven't talked in aGES and I rEALLY missed you. uggh it's so hard to see you coz all I can think abouT is how much I like you... and about what you said in Danang!! also I think you should name your neW DOG APRO coz he's a good guy. not as good as you, YOU'RE GREAT!! please don't tell big Dongwook this pls....... anyHWO I'm just calling to tell you that I'm getting OVER YOU. tHAT'S RIGHT, I'M GETTING OVER YOU!! so we all can hang out like old days again- HEY!"
I guess you can tell that's when big Dongwook cut you off and told Dongwook to pick you up
OH that was not THE END
during the whole ride back, you still went on talking about what you're gonna do to get over him
when he was about to leave after dropping you off, you kept begging him to stay
like full on hugging his arm and whining about how you didn't want to be alone getting over him
Dongwook of course obliged to it coz this was the closest he got to spending more time with you even tho you weren't really in the right state of mind
and I mean he couldn't even say no coz you were whining so cutely
mans still whipped for you even when you're in this state
apart from that, he was really curious about what you said
like firstly, since WHEN did you start liking him
and secondly, WHAT did he even say in Danang??
did he say something that made you stay away? does Seongyong know something about this?? WAIT, was that what you and Seongyong were talking about when they said to tell him something?
so here he is, trying to ask you what you mean now that you're awake
"I didn't say that....." you were all confused when he asked
you're trying to scan through your memory but nothing's popping up and you're hoping that it won't be bad
but then again, nothing can be as bad as the cannot-be-named incident
when Dongwook started playing the voice message, that's when you know you fcked up
"omg Dongwook just ignore that please!"
"you said that you like me how I am supposed to ignore that?"
"WELL you had feelings for me first!"
"wait you know? you know that I, I had feelings for you?"
"yeah... you kinda told me when you were in Danang,"
"D-Danang?? was that what you and Seongyong were talking about yesterday?"
"yeah..."
did you just broke Dongwook?? he's been pacing back and forth throughout this convo
"Are you really over me?" he suddenly stopped in front of you
happy new year!! I didn't mean to leave this hanging for too long. but thank you @itegamibachi for leaving the message and here's the long awaited part 4! don't worry the next one's coming up soon (for real), enjoy~
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"how did you know? I thought you left-" you asked
"yeah, well I was still in the room when he said it,"
"omg.... and you knew this whole time and didn't say anything?!"
"what am I supposed to do? tell Dongwook-"
"tell me what?"
both of you screamed when you heard Dongwook's voice
of course Seongyong ran into the studio, leaving you to die under the pressure that is Dongwook
istg Seongyong is really gonna get it from you later
"so what's up? I heard my name," Dongwook got closer to you
you could feel your heart beating way too quickly, like pls stop
"oh it's not you! it's uh... the other Dongwook! yknow big Dongwook, as in APRO. I was asking Seongyong something about him,"
note to self: apologise to big Dongwook with some treats for dragging him into this mess
"Ah Dongwook hyung. What about him? I can help you if you want. We can meet him toge-"
"no it's cool, I got it settled! thanks anyway. I gotta go, see you around?" you quickly turned even before he could say anything else
(time skip) (you just needed some time to recover from that embarrassing day)
you finally went to meet big Dongwook at his studio
and yes, with treats
so here you are explaining the situation to him, which he somewhat understood thankfully
"I just don't know what to do,"
"why don't you tell him? I'm sure he'll like you too,"
"what if he doesn't? I don't want to ruin everything just coz I have feelings for him. it's gonna be even more awkward since we have a lot of mutual friends. omg imagine if it's the three of us hanging out, that's gonna be awkward,"
"okay okay, calm down. have a drink first," big Dongwook handed you a can
then a couple of drinks later, you find yourself on the couch in your studio the next morning
was it really the morning?
you quickly ran to the washroom to check yourself on instinct
we do not want a repeat of the cannot-be-named incident
thankfully, everything was clear
suddenly, you heard a familiar voice called out your name
instinctively, you were on defence mode coz you'll never know
when you left the washroom, you saw Dongwook walking towards you
yes that Dongwook, Jung Dongwook. the one you have feelings for. the one that makes your heart go crazy. the sweet, very caring man.
wait a minute, what is he doing here?
"are you feeling better? you drank quite a bit last night," he gave you some pills and water for your hangover
"okay I guess? did you...? um, bring me back here?" you slumped down the couch
"uh yeah. Dongwook hyung didn't know where you stayed so he called me,"
nooooooooo big Dongwook called him?? he wouldn't say a thing right? he won't say a word about what you told him right?
"tho um i gotta ask you something," he slowly sat on the other end of the couch
"what's up?"
ah those deep brown eyes, you could look into them forever
you could feel the heat rising to your cheeks as he looked at you
you can't believe it, it's Chan. well it's not really Chan but this person really looks like him, even had the same nickname. even had the same habits, sense of humour and style. it freaked you out a little, just how similar the both of them were. you scoured your brain for answers - cousins? friends? ex lovers? was it just a coincidence? or something you dreaded most - maybe you might even miss Chan a little more than you wanted to admit. maybe that's why they seem pretty similar in your eyes. the painful forever-goodbyes to the old photos, messages and memories suddenly started flooding back. you thought they were long gone, but guess they never left.
you remembered the light touches, how it felt like electricity dancing on the surface of your skin. his warm hugs that enveloped your frame through the different weathers. the combination of loud heartbeats, royal flush and heat emitting from your cheeks whenever he came around. his laughter that soon became your favourite soundtrack when you first met him that summer. the soft whispers that tickled your ears during those late nights.
here Chan comes, taking a seat right beside you. looking at you like you were the only one in the world, with that signature goofy smile spread across his lips. you watched as his lips part slowly in motion, but you couldn't comprehend a single thing.
"I said, will you go out with me?" Chan repeated, catching you off-guard.
"I don't do that, remember?" you reminded him of your no dating within the same company policy.
"But you're leaving in 2 weeks, so that policy is off the table soon,"
damn, he was smooth. he had it all figured out.
"I know it's hard for you. But I really want to be with you. I'm not sure what that guy did but I'm gonna try my best for you,"
the way his eyes glistened and his fringe flopped to the front as he counter-offered you. you wondered if Chan ever knew what it does to you. even just the slightest movement, it makes it impossible for you to ignore him.
"maybe just 1 drink," you finally decided after pondering over it for the past few months of being a little more than friendly and a slight bit of flirty.
"REALLY? then I'll find you after work," Chan's eyes twinkled at your proposition.
"that's a little fast, no?"
"after waiting this long, i'm taking any chance i can. we might just need more than 1 drink,"
"what, why?" "just an excuse to spend more time with you," he winked, causing your heart to flip.
maybe it won't be that bad.
Note: honestly this was inspired by the whole 5 ex-boyfriends and husband saga on bubble and wongfu productionâs the last. i have another version with the actual line-up of the 5 ex-boyfriends and husband, let me know if youâre interested in reading this one too!
The sunlight poured in as it found its way through the curtains, signalling that it was already morning. A pair of arms snuck around your waist, pulling your body close to him. You turned and rest your head on his chest, listening closely to the rhythm of his heart.
âGood morning love,â Chan kissed your temple as he snuggled closer to you.
âGood morning to you too,â you sat on his lap and studied his features.
âI know this is weird but, how many did you love before me?â you finally said after a long pause.
âHmm... Five, I loved 5 people before you,â he contemplated before answering.
âWho are they?â
âWho, What, When, Where and Why,â
âCan you tell me about them?â
Who Chan loved, was a senior at the dance academy he used to attend. It was hard to miss their name, you could literally hear every single person utter their name every time. They were the star performer. The way they moved and their expressions were so elegant - as if they was gliding on air. Almost everyone fantasied the idea of performing a duet piece with them, or even just to work with them once. Chan too was one of them. Unlike those fantasies where the star performer falls in love with the beginner dancer, he never got the opportunity to work with them during his time there, let alone interact with them. But he managed to get a few acknowledging nods and soft smiles from them, which was more than enough.
What Chan loved, was an old friend. Both of them met pretty early in college and unexpectedly, became even closer friends afterwards. They literally saw each other grew - from the bad haircuts to job changes, even through all of the relationships. They knew each other almost too well at this point. Some might even call them soulmates. But it was always not the right timing with this old friend. They were never single at the same time and even though they loved each other a lot - it was not enough for both of them to drop everything and be together.
When Chan loved, was his first significant other from high school. High school love was always described as full of youth and adventure, which was exactly what that relationship embodied. He shared new experiences together like their first ever relationship, first school dance and their first kiss. All of the late night sneak outs, arcade battles and drama crying sessions reminded Chan so much of his younger days - the times of innocence and adventure.
Where Chan loved, was his colleague. It was his first time moving out of your little town and it was for an internship that he had been eyeing on for a long time. That was where he met his colleague, who had been his partner-in-crime during his stay in the city. They made him feel at home, even though he was in a foreign place. Chan would have never thought that one of his happiest memories would come from that city. Whenever anyone asks whereâs the place that feels like a second home to him, he would always say that city.
Why Chan loved, was a family friend. When one of their close relatives passed, they came to stay at his family home. As he had a proper heart-to-heart conversation with them, they opened up about how they were feeling about the situation. It was only then it made him realised how precious love is and how much of a waste it would be if he hadnât poured all of his love to his loved ones. The regret youâd feel from not loving them hard enough. They were the reason that made Chan love people with all of his heart.
âAnd, you are the sixth,â Chan finished.
âBut which one am I?â
âNone. Because you are all of them. You are who I love, what I love, when I love, where I love and why I love,â he said as he placed 5 kisses at different parts of your face.
His hand reached out for his bag that was on the floor and he took out a black velvet box.
âIâve been waiting to do this for so long and I can finally do it. You are my fantasy that came true. You are my soulmate. You are the right timing in my life. You are my home, wherever you may be. You are the reason why I am so happy in this life. Youâre not just the sixth - you are the last one. Will you be my last?â Chan slowly opened the black velvet box, revealing a beautiful ring.
You nodded and he slipped on the ring into your finger. Chan, no longer your boyfriend - now fiancĂŠ, soon to-be husband. Your Last.
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Note: If this was an AU(?), it would prolly be in the same universe as Hoodie Season lol
Chan was hanging out in your room, giving all of his attention to your cats. It has been so long since he last came over - which explains why your cats literally threw themselves to him the moment he stepped into the apartment. They were crying out to him, asking for all of his cuddles and affection - as if you donât give them enough of it.
But you know who wants all of Chanâs cuddles and affection? You. Hours have past and you have yet to have an actual conversation without him getting distracted by your cats. All you wanted was to spend time with Chan but his eyes are all on the little mischievous felines who stole him. Oh to be your cats, being showered with love and affection - correction, Chanâs love and affection.
At this point, you know youâre not heading out to the noodle restaurant that heâs been raving about for ages. So you decided to change into something more comfortable. As you walked back into your room to keep your clothes, you felt a pair of eyes following you.
âGetting comfy, I see,â Chan raised his brow as he smirked at you.
You never realised that you had picked out one of his many hoodies that he had left behind in your closet. Itâs one of the few ones that you wore pretty often so you never thought much about it. But one thing that you did think about was how much he loves seeing you in his clothes.
âWell, youâve been so busy so I thought Iâll just wear this to make up for how much I miss you and your hugs and cuddles,â you muttered, hoping that he didnât hear the last bit.
âWhy didnât you say so? Come here,â he gestured for you to hug him.
When you walked over to Chan, you ran your fingers through the curls of his hair as his hands found their way underneath the hoodie, resting them on your waist. Your eyes made contact with his deep brown ones, soaking in the soft gaze he was giving you. You have been together for so long and this man still gives you butterflies.
You watched as his eyes glanced at your lips then back to you as he slowly lessened the gap in between. Just as your lips was ghosting on his, you quickly pulled away, giving him one last smirk before leaving the room.
âOh câmon, you canât just leave me hanging like that! Come here!â you could hear Chan groaned as he followed you from behind.
If this is the reaction you get from teasing him, you might just start doing it more often.
You were having a conversation with your friend when your eyes glanced over to the other end of the dinner table, where Chan was. He looked especially dashing tonight, which you strangely thought. Has he always been this good looking? You watched as he leaned over to whisper closely to the one beside him. As he did that, his eyes caught sight of yours then sent over a little smirk to your way, causing the heat to rush up to your cheeks.
Who knew that seeing this different side of him could get you feeling that way? You still find it confusing if this was the same Bang Chan that you knew. Your impression of him was slowly changing from the first time you met him many summers ago.
One of the days during that very summer, Minho, being his very persuasive self, had managed to convince you to head out with him. You very reluctantly did so. And because he dragged you out of the comfort of your home, you stole his bucket hat to hide from the bright sun.
While waiting for his friend, both of you decided to grab drinks from a nearby cafe. He was telling you excitedly about this new friend that he had just met. He thought both of you would hit it off pretty well. In that very moment, you felt something sharp gripped you - only to be shocked when you saw a set of pearly white teeth sinking into your shoulder.
âWhat are you doing?!â you screamed out of shock.
âIâm so sorry! I thought you were Minho coz youâre wearing the hat I lent to him,â he giggled.
âChan!! Heâs the one Iâve been telling you about! I think you guys will go well with one another,â Minho introduced him excitedly to you.
You stared blankly at Minho, wondering why on earth did he think you and Chan would hit it off really well. He really thought this guy, who had just bit your shoulder as a greeting he usually did with Minho, would be your match?
Clearly, your first impression of Chan wasn't the best. But as you hung out more with him, you started seeing him in a different light. He then soon became one of your good friends.
Through the course of your friendship, Minho had asked if you were interested in Chan. Youâd always brush it off, saying that he wasnât your type. But really, you just didnât want to admit it and didn't want to cross that line. But now seeing how Chan was paying attention to the person beside him, it got you feeling a little jealous.
It was really unexpected. You didnât see it coming. The way he fooled you with those brown eyes. Just one look and you were caught. This very moment that was unfolding right before you was suddenly turning into a typical love story - how you started out as friends and now youâre suddenly harbouring a crush on him. Is this how it ends up being?
When the dinner finally came to an end, you were standing outside of the restaurant, hoping to catch a cab home. While you were on a lookout, you felt a sharp bite on your shoulder. You were so ready to fight whatever it was but when you turned around, you see a giggly Bang Chan - the same one from many summers ago.
What sucks even more is the fact that even with this cute little side of Chan, you felt your heart skipped a beat. Now youâre ready to face the truth - youâre in love with him.
Covid is not over and black lives still matter. Stop trying to "go back to normal" when shit is still happening.
Stop going on trips and going to restaurants without masks.
Keep educating yourself and protesting and calling and donating and signing petitions.
Wear a mask. End white supremacy. Defund police.
I know it's tiring but it's not over for either thing even though people are pretending it is. I know the overlap is exhausting. But be safe, social distance, and keep fighting the good fight.
Note: just a little cute thing with chan thatâs all
Song Inspiration: she likes spring, i prefer winter // slchld
âI donât get how both of you get along so well,â Felix brought up.
âExactly! Youâre like total opposites of one another,â Minho chimed in.
Just another conversation with Chanâs members on how they donât understand the dynamics of your relationship with him. You simply replied with a shrug, followed by a sip of your coffee - which weirdly, was how you first met Chan.
Rewinding to a few years back, you were in your final year of college, almost ready for graduation. That meant drowning in deadlines, job applications and cover letters. No matter how tired you were from the night before or early morning, you would always drag yourself to the cafe near school for your first cup of coffee. It had become something you look forward to every morning so you could kick start the day right.
So just like any other day, youâre waiting for your name to be called for your favourite beverage. Due to the heavy crowd that morning, multiple orders were called out at the same time.
âAmericano for ________! Hot Chocolate for Chan!â the barista finally shouted.
Just as you were about to reach out for the cup, another hand almost beat you to it. You were surprised to see a guy fully clad in black, which contrasted his very blonde hair, standing beside you. It too contrasted your bright-coloured outfit. Just when you thought he seemed intimidating, he smiled sheepishly before apologizing and letting you grab your drink first.
âWow heâs cute,â you thought as you returned his smile then leaving the shop.
It was a really nice start to your day - that is until you drank your hot beverage. You were taken aback by the cocoa flavour that took over your tastebuds. It was way too sweet for your liking and it definitely isnât what you had ordered. When you turned the cup, you saw the name Chan scribbled on it. It finally dawned on you that you had grabbed the order that belonged to the cute blonde from earlier. But you were already in class so that meant you were stuck with the tooth-aching drink for the next hour or so.
You quickly threw out the almost full cup of the now cold chocolate the moment you got out of class. It wouldnât be right to give the guy the cup you just drank out of and itâs not like you were going to bump into him anyway! He probably was just passing by and decided to get his drink from the cafe since it was nearby. Sad that his (maybe) first experience turned out to be like this.
Since you didnât have class until much later, you decided to head back to the cafe to grab an actual cup of coffee. When you got there, you saw the same blonde boy with the sheepish smile from before. That sparked the beginning of your friendship.
It was through that friendship, youâve learnt that two very different people can still be very close. Just based off your outfits, it was quite obvious that you have different preferences. This came to you around a year after being friends with Chan. Both of you were hanging out at the same cafe and talking about the winter season at the time. Even with this simple topic, you have very differing preferences.
âI find it interesting that summer is your favourite season. Itâs just too hot,â you told him.
âSame goes with you and winter. How do you get through the cold so well?â he rubbed his hands together, in hopes of gathering some form of warmth.
âI just... do it? Wait, I remembered you saying that youâd just stay in during winter. But youâre out almost everyday this season,â
âOh hmm... Well, if it means being out with you, I donât mind it, no matter the weather. Youâre worth the trip out into the cold. You keep me warm until summer comes,â Chan gave you that very same sheepish smile from when you first met him.
That then blossomed into the relationship both of you have right now. Thinking back to it, you get why you get along so well. Chan keeps you on edge with the things he likes and is determined to get you to like it, even if itâs a little bit. He challenges you, which you find makes the relationship exciting. He too does the same with your interests. Heâd take the time to learn why you like it and give it a try. Slowly, you started seeing bits of yourselves in one another.
Chan walked over to you and enveloped you in the biggest hug in the midst of the conversation you were having with his members - in which, it earned a few groans from them. (LBR deep down, they love seeing their leader all happy and lovey.) He, as usual, sneakily took a sip from your cup then immediately placed it back down in disgust. Well, maybe coffee is still something he canât take a liking to.
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So I know I havenât been active on tumblr for months on end now, but I feel like this is the biggest place I can talk with my mutuals on.
Did you all see what happened to the Dallas Policeâs app when we spammed it with fancams. We can do so much to help, and so much more still.
Weâre kpop fans, we know how to stream and weâre good at it. So stream BLM videos on YouTube, ad revenue will all be donated to bond funds, for advocacy, for funerals, and more. Itâs just like how we stream MVs: watch all the ads, watch the whole video, and click out and back in to the video to rewatch.
Donate. Now I know itâs hard financial times for everyone, but consider instead of buying your favs new album or merch, taking that money and donating it to your local bond funds, to Reclaim the Block, to the NAACP Legal Defense and Education Fund, to Black Lives Matter, and more.
Sign petitions. If we can make multiple accounts and vote five times a day for music shows or MAMA then we can take the time to sign petitions. Not only for George Floyd, but for Breonna Taylor, for Willie Simmons, for petitions concerning police brutality, for civil rights bills, for defunding police departments, and more.
I donât have a twitter presence or an insta presence in our communities, so if you can: spread this message. Show other kpop fans how easy it is for us to lend our help to this fight now and continually in the future.
Hey folks, this is not your typical post about incorrect quotes.
I want to address a serious issue today, and most of you probably know whatâs been going on in the US.
The killing of George Floyd started another serious and necessary debate on Police brutality in the states. (And I think not just there. Every country is affected in some way or another.)
My heart doesnât ache, no. My heart is bleeding and crying out of pain about what has been going on for days now. What people have been going through for years and years. This is not the first case of police brutality against POC, nor the second, and it probably isnât the last one.
It happened so many times already that I canât count them all. Our world has lost so many beautiful souls to this never-ending issue. Additionally to this, we lost so many brothers and sisters of color who were part of the LGBTQ+ community too. Even though it is pride month, I canât enjoy and celebrate it as much as I want to.
But now is the time to act. Now more than ever!
We all have a voice, and Iâm sure as hell using mine.
And I want you to do the same.
40 Ways you can help right now shows you different techniques and approaches to support the #blacklivesmatter movement in various forms.
Everyoneâs able to do something. Even if you donât have the money to donate, or youâre not from the US, share articles, draw attention to it in some way. Being silent about this puts you on the side of the offenders.
I understand that I will never understand. However, I stand with all of you!!!
Credit goes to @sfbucketlist on instagram for these 40 ways you can help right now.
here is a google doc of resources to support george floyd, ahmaud arbery, roy stoddart, and the many, many, many other wrongfully murdered black people in the united states â as well as the black lives matter movement in general
please share this link or post to anyone and everyone
a black woman named zoe amira posted a video on youtube. this video is an hour long and filled with art and music from black creators. it has a ton of ads, and in result will rack up a ton of revenue. 100% of the ad revenue from the video will be dispersed between various blm organizations, including bail-out funds for protesters. it will be split between the following, dependent on necessity
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blacklivesmatter.com
reclaim the block
aclu
turn off your adblocker and put the video on repeat. do not skip ads. let it play on loop whether youâre listening or not. mute the tab if you need to focus elsewhere. but let. it. play.
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please, please reblog. for people who donât have money to spare, this is incredibly important information to have.
Note: I feel like I haven't done one of this bullet point scenarios in AGES so have fun reading this one!
you were on your way to the school building entrance when the line came to a stop with only a person in a blue denim jacket, waiting up front
when you realised that bang chan was the person, you just went !!!! (internally)
chanâs the super friendly, super cool, super talented swimmer on campus
he always seems to have his signature blue denim jacket on all the time so thatâs how people recognise him from afar
luckily for you, you share an elective with him but never got the chance to talk to him, let alone work on a project together
itâd be a lie if you said you didn't have the biggest crush on him
like lbr, who wouldn't!! everybody loves chan
you really wanted to walk away coz you didn't have the guts to talk to him
(ok more like you couldnât look at him)
(also whenever he happens to look in your direction, you just melt into a puddle right there)
but this is one of the rare chances you get to talk to him one-on-one!!
so you mustered up all the courage you had and dragged yourself there ha............
âhey _______! going to class?â
omg chan knows your name!!! ok be cool be cool be cool
âhi! nope, I'm going to the library, gotta catch up on some work. thereâs so much to do- what about you?â
dude chill,,,,, why are you rambling so much in your first proper conversation with him
âah I get you! actually, I'm going to the library too! I need to find some material for my work,â
âah thatâs cool,â
cool? which part of doing school work is cool?
at this point, youâre just thankful that chanâs nice enough to carry the conversation
in that moment, he suddenly removed his signature blue denim jacket, revealing his toned arms and broad shoulders
you just went all red at the reveal of his arms and just looked down then noticed that he dropped his student ID
yknow the thing with photos on ID cards, no one ever gets a decent photo
but chan looked so good in his!! itâs almost unfair, like how do you do that .......
âhow do I do what?â chan suddenly asked, all confused
omg did you really say that out loud?!! great now you have to commit to it without sounding like an idiot
âyour student ID, you look really good. sORRY I DIDNâT MEAN TO LOOK!!â you handed him his card
âWHAT!! no I don't! my hairâs all funny and curly here, I don't really like it. I didn't know we had to get our photos taken that day. I could've styled it or something,â
now youâre the confused one, chan don't like his curly hair? you thought his naturally curly hair looks best on him!!
âI like your curly hair tho,â you muttered under your breath
âyou do?â
âyou heard that? yeah I like it!! It looks soft and nice and you look especially good with it,â
âreally? well then, maybe I'll just leave my hair as naturally more often next time,â
âwhat no!! I mean, you should do what you feel most comfortable with!! don't mind me haha im just a person,â
âbut if my crush likes it that way, I would want to keep it that way to impress them,â
e-ex-excuse me, crush??? there goes your chances, bYE
âo-oh yeah sure, do what you think your crush will like best!! im sure theyâll be impressed no matter what,â
(cues sad recorder background music)
now chan just looks at you, straight in the face
â_______?â
âyeah??â
âyouâre my crush. I like you,â
istg if you could faint right now, you would but you didn't thank goODNESS
but also like, girlllllllllll you were that dense??!
in that moment, the entrance finally opened and you were being let into the building
you were still dazed by that whole situation till you felt someone grabbed your hand
âcâmon, I wanna have my first study date with my crush,â chan winked at you, before leading you into the library
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Note: Just finished binge-watching Reply 1988 (again) hence this not so little thing.
âI donât want to do this!â Chan pouted in his seat.
âCâmon please? We have to,â you tried to convince him.
That day, there was an article that came out about Chan. It was no ordinary article. It was about a dating scandal that he was involved in and it included you. The photo splashed on the article was of when Chan was grabbing you by the hand to head into the cinema.
You remembered that night pretty vividly. Chan was waiting for you at the lobby when you ran through the doors after ending work a little than usual that day. Both of you often had movie nights together at the cinema in your neighbourhood. It had been a routine since your childhood days. However that time, it was different - it was your first time going outside as a couple.
It hadnât been long since youâve been a couple but you have been friends for way longer. That in itself was a weird but nice feeling. Chan had always been someone youâve always looked after. Not because he wasnât or anything but he was just so innocent and quick to get injured. Despite that, you still played rough with him. Your other childhood friends in your circle often called you out for it but you just shrugged it off and Chan never brought it either. However, if someone ever played rough with him, youâd be the first to beat them up.
No one knew of your relationship at all. After all, it did seem natural since the both of you have always been stuck to bone since young. But it also felt dangerous whenever your younger neighbours happened to run around and bump into the both of you. (The kids in this neighbourhood are all blabbermouths - do not trust them) So when the news article came out, it got you questioning if it was time to let your families know. That way, there would be a lesser risk of getting caught - this would be one lesser problem.
But then came the news of your sibling dating one of your childhood friends and to top it all off, they had plans of getting married soon. Now the whole neighbourhoodâs wrecking their brains, figuring out how to get the wedding together. At the same time, theyâre also trying to convince the couple to hold off the wedding till theyâre done with school.
âI waited so many years for this moment and I canât even let it out?â Chan sulked.
âI know how youâre feeling. But imagine my parents and Seungminâs mom if they know about this. Itâs tough right now, especially for them. Theyâre super stressed about the wedding. I donât want them to be worrying about this right now. I canât do that to them,â
While the both of you were in the car discussing this, all of the parents in the neighbourhood were gathered at your house, discussing about the upcoming wedding. In that moment, your youngest sibling, Jeongin, was presenting the big news to them on the paper.
âAyy, that canât be right,â
âTheyâre totally wrong!â
âThe news probably mistaken it,â
Jeongin tilted his head to the side, confused by all of their reactions.
âYou guys arenât serious right? Theyâre totally onto something!!!â he tried to convince everyone.
âWhat are you talking about! Theyâve always been that close since they were kids. Walking around hand-in-hand, theyâre so cute,â your dad cooed.
âStop talking nonsense! I canât deal with that right now, especially with your older siblingâs wedding. Thereâs too much to think about now,â your mother spoke.
Back in the car, you were still trying to convince the ever-so-stubborn Bang Chan. Itâs definitely hard, especially since heâs the type to be fixated on what he wants. Itâll take a lot for him to budge or to just change his mind.
âChannie, please? Can you do this for me?â he didnât even respond to your pleas.
âChannie, look at me please? I have a present for you, if you do this for me. Iâm just gonna give it to you first, even before you decide on what you are going to do,â he eventually turned in his seat to look at you.
âI love you,â you whispered for the first time to him before giving him a peck on his lips, in which you felt him smile and giggle in return.
Both of you finally left the car and walked to your home. At the same time, everyone was starting to leave your home. In that very moment, everyone saw both of you walking hand-in-hand - yikes.
âSEE!! I told you theyâre together!â Jeongin came running towards the both of you.
âIs it true? Are you both... really?â
âDid you see the news article?â
Both of you nodded in silence.
âAre you... really together?â your mother asked cautiously.
You were literally in the state of panic. You werenât sure if you should tell the truth or lie or even just to say anything. Just one word and it could possibly go the wrong way. You then turned to look at Chan for some sort of signal but he looked pretty conflicted. That was when you decided to just step in.
âOf course not! You know us, weâre just good friends,â Chan suddenly spoke up.
Everyone suddenly sighed in relief then continued to leave your home. Chan ended up heading home with his parents. Before he walked out, you mouthed a thank you to him and squeezed his hand.
Note: OK maybe I was inspired by this gif and wrote this
You were lazing around in Chanâs bedroom that night, as you always did. At this point, it was already a routine for both of you - you accompanying him while he worked on his things on his laptop. This routine also includes Chan mindlessly nodding and occasionally replying to your daily rants.
âI know I said it before but I still canât believe it happened. I was so dumb!â you slumped down the mountain of pillows youâve stacked on his bed.
âOh I know, you are that dumb,â he snickered, in which you threw a pillow at him.
You got bored again the moment Chan went back to working on his laptop, so you started getting nosy. You know you really shouldnât but you canât help it. That was when you found his top secret little black book of lyrics that he wrote, tucked underneath the mattress. You knew you hit jackpot on this one. Chan always hid it away from you - not sure why. Of course, being the curious cat that you are, you decided to snoop through the book.
âYouâre a little too quiet now. What are you doing?â you jumped at his question, causing the book to fall, making a loud thud as it hit the floor.
âWhy are you reading my book!!! I told you, you canât read it,â he quickly snatched it before you could grab it.
âDidnât know you could write pretty cheesy lyrics! Why wonât you let me read it though? Iâd still love it even if itâs super cringe-y,â you pouted as you rest your chin on the table where he was working.
âNo no no, theyâre just... Theyâre not perfect lyrics! Theyâre things I need to write, just to let it out. Shouldnât you go to sleep soon? You need to get up early tomorrow,â
âAH 6AM! Youâre right. Iâll take over your bed~â you said playfully, even though at this point, both of you already know that you always do.
You tried to silently rummaged through Chanâs wardrobe for your favourite hoodie of his to put over your top. This hoodie has all the qualities of what a perfect hoodie should be - super oversized, super cozy and did you mention, super oversized? This hoodie also happens to be Chanâs favourite too so he wears it fairly often. Due to that, his scent always lingers on it despite the many washes, which is also why you like it very much.
When Chan turned his chair around, his eyes were locked on you, putting on his favourite hoodie. For him, the reason why he loves this hoodie a lot is because of how it engulfs your frame, making you look even smaller. Another reason, which he doesnât want to admit is, he just loves how his clothes look on you in general. He always wondered how you were able to pull off his most ordinary basics and make it look so good and effortless. But it might be his bias because he thinks you look good in anything. You could be wearing a potato sack and heâd still think you look amazing in it.
âO-oh? Iâm borrowing your hoodie, itâs warm and cozy,â you bashfully smiled when you noticed him watching you.
Chan slowly got up from his seat and got closer to you. He cupped your face carefully, placing a gentle kiss on your lips. His hands started exploring your body underneath his hoodie as he slowly got you lying on his bed, underneath him.
âExcuse me Chan, but I believe itâs my bedtime,â you joked when his lips detached from yours.
âMaybe bedtime can be at a later time tonight,â he played along.