THIS IS: ________moon face

Your beauty shatters me. It makes me crumble. You are everything I am unconscious of but through you I get a sweet taste of everything I lack. Why can I not just lean over and touch you. Your skin invites me in I feel a deep dark pull towards you, your deep dark ocean skin would mix so nicely with my moonshine white. Your athletic muscle structure would find comfort in my curves. Even your sweat is kind. And yet, I never touched you. Your waves came crashing towards me soaked me but I never actually reached out. I wanted to. You are young and you fell for me hard but I hid my broken jagged edges from you, you and your silk, uncompromising kindness. Your lips were salty with the tangled tears that I watched you shed. I closed off my heart to you, and it still bled. It’s been over a year since we said goodbye since we shared saliva and you cried. And I, I went back to him.