* 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 / 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐑.

alright, he's still a baby blog but you can now find negan at @unclenegan and his saviors at @sviors

thinking abt how henry winchester came to the future from the past to find john and instead had to come face to face with negan, unhinged leader of the saviors

"i was going for a handshake eugene"

anyway if he doesn't lose his mind and go batshit murderously insane when he loses you, is he even your husband

as you know, i am always trying to incorporate negan's canon story into his spn arc and i have definitely been toying with,,,, so in here's negan, you have human ppl trying to prevent him from getting treatment back to lucille. i'm toying with in spn arc that negan borrowed money (because he'd been fired y'all he was a broke bitch) to afford lucille's medical care from unseemly ppl/loan sharks. at some point, they refused to give him anymore, meaning he couldn't get lucille what she needed or wanted./maybe a medical trial of some sort idk. spitballing here. my point is, when he lost his mind (after losing lu), i don't think it's JUST the crossroads demon he went after. i'm toying with him going after them too because i do think negan's "i am starting to think i'm just abt capable of anything" moment is very important and what differs him from a early-days winchester. bc he didn't just mkae a decision to go after monster monsters. he also made a decision to go after (what he deemed) human monsters. hm. yes.

ok i did in fact lie. as lazy as i am, this blog is too messy and it's intimidating trying to make a comeback so i'm going to start archiving!

gonna get on negan when i wake up. he's pestering me, he wants to curse at ppl again. are you all ready

also i know this blog is predominantly supernatural-based, but every time the cobra kai brainrot seeps in, i DO think negan because naturally the valley always needs one more batshit sensei

my negan muse is never dead but i AM feeling a bit overwhelmed with this blog. i'm trying not to archive because,,,, i'm too lazy to remake this and the saviors sideblog, but if you've messaged me & it's gone unanswered, or if i've not responded to our thread or meme yet, pls know it isn't me ignoring you. this blog just has A LOT more activity than my others (which i'm never mad abt, thank u for loving me and negan's crazy ass)

@haevensrebel

okay but,,,,,,,,,, i feel like negan is often portrayed as a very PHYSICAL being ship wise. and i partly agree!!! i think negan is very much about physical touch, but for my personal negan, it's all very meaningless right now and let me say because of this he is incredibly,,,,, painfully so,,, touch - starved in the sense he has not allowed himself genuine affection in a long fucking time. he does not allow ppl to be soft with him. to be gentle, to be loving. nope. that's not happened since lucille and he partly craves it, partly fears it, because maybe if he lets it happen, it means he's moving on and is he ready for that? who knows?

a lil reminder that i also have negan's spn saviors here @sviors (and i'm considering adding a manny montana one)