sorry im gonna shut up in a minute but it’s actually fucking pathological how dwiebe is canon to me, actually, thank you very much. like. yes im The Hollanoveau Girl. yes my url is literally hollanoveau dot tumblr dot gov. yes that’s the main thesis of my blog. but would i GENUINELY argue that it’s canon in anyway? no.
but this???? this fucking fever dream i pulled out of my ass and have become so fucking invested in for no fucking reason??? this absolute mockery of canon that posits that david hollander and brandon wiebe are close in age and were lovers in college before it went horribly terribly wrong??? THIS is canon to me y’all im so sorry to say but my own visions have legit altered the way i interpret david as a character and how he appears in the text.
oh david just sat there while shane had a meltdown at the table bc everything was happening so fast all of a sudden? yeah bc he was flashing back to the summer of 1989 when brandon sat in the same chair ilya was sitting in and trying not to panic bc it ended so badly for them and he doesn’t want that to happen to his only child too. he turned down shane’s offer to tear down and rebuild the cottage bc it holds too many memories for him. wiebe comes out to ilya in solidarity but also bc he’s fucking been there. he’s been in love with a man named hollander. he knows how it feels. and he wants it to work out for them so badly bc it didn’t for him and david. oh my god okay im done im excusing myself im gonna go lay down. read my fucking fic.
