Sonne

I was nervous. I didn't say it, but she knew. Vi always knew. She was stretched out on my bed, propped on her elbows, the muscles in her forearms carved and taut. The late afternoon sun slanted through the blinds, striping her body in gold and shadow. She watched me with those blue-gray eyes, patient, unwavering. There was no pressure in her gaze, only invitation.

"You're thinking too loud," she said, her voice a low rasp that sent a shiver down my spine.

I laughed, short and breathless. "I'm always thinking."

"I know. It's one of the reasons why I love you."

The word landed like a punch to my sternum—good and solid. We hadn't said it much, but when we did, it was like signing a treaty. I crossed the room, my boots heavy on the hardwood. I stopped at the edge of the bed and looked down at her. She was all sharp angles and soft curves—a contradiction I wanted to map with my hands.

Being a service top wasn't a role I'd chosen—it was just what I felt pulling at me, even if I'd barely had the chance to prove it yet. I didn't have the vocabulary or the confidence down cold. I was still figuring out where to put my hands, how to read the room, when to push and when to pause. But what I did know was this: I didn't need to receive. Or maybe I didn't know how to ask yet. Either way, my pleasure was the echo of hers—and God, I wanted to hear that echo clearly. Her hitched breath, the arch of her back, the way her fingers twisted in sheets like she was holding on for dear life—those were the things I was aching to learn. I wanted to earn every gasp, every tremble, every surrender. Not because I was good at it yet. But because I wanted to be. For her.

I unbuckled my belt slowly, letting the leather slide through the loops. Vi's eyes tracked the movement. Her tongue darted out to wet her bottom lip. I'd been dreaming of this for weeks—the weight of the harness, the cool silicone against my skin, the way it would make me feel like I was exactly where I belonged: between her thighs, serving her.

"You sure?" I asked, because I had to.

She reached up and grabbed the front of my shirt, pulling me down until my forehead touched hers. "I've never been more sure of anything."

That was all I needed.

I stripped off my shirt, then my jeans—slowly, partly stalling. My fingers fumbled with the buttons. The harness was already waiting on the nightstand, a thing of black leather and polished buckles. I picked it up. Heavier than I expected—or maybe that was just my hands shaking. Beneath the nerves, something stirred. Not dominance. I hadn't earned that. But devotion? Yes. Clumsy, desperate, trembling devotion. The kind that tripped over itself, just to get it right for her.

Vi sat up, her own shirt falling from her shoulders. She was all lean muscle and soft skin, a thin scar running along her ribs from a childhood accident she'd never talked about. I wanted to kiss it. I wanted to kiss every inch of her.

I took her hand and pressed my lips to her knuckles, one by one. Her breath stuttered.

"Tell me what you want," I murmured against her skin, with a confidence I wasn't sure was real.

"I want to feel you," she said. "All of you."

I nodded. That was the blueprint. I'd build the rest as we went.

I stepped into the harness and cinched it tight. I attached the dildo—medium, curved, not too intimidating—and the silicone was cool against my belly. I took a moment to adjust, to settle into the weight of it. It wasn't about me; it never was. But it transformed me. My spine straightened, my shoulders rolled back. I wasn't confident—not yet—but I was ready. Or ready enough.

Vi lay back, and I crawled onto the bed, bracketing her hips with my knees. I leaned down, my hands braced on either side of her head. She smelled like sandalwood and sweat. Her neck was exposed, vulnerable, and I lowered my mouth to that pulse point, feeling it hammer against my tongue.

"You're so beautiful," I whispered.

She laughed, a throaty sound. "You're biased."

"I'm accurate."

I took my time. This wasn't a race. I kissed the hollow of her throat, the dip of her collarbone, the soft skin beneath her breast. Her nipples were dark, pebbled, and I circled one with my tongue, then the other, while my hand traced the ridge of her hip. She shuddered. Her fingers threaded through my short hair, pulling me closer.

I moved lower, dragging my lips down the flat plane of her stomach. She was already wet—I could smell it, that heady, musky scent that made my mouth water. But I didn't go there yet. I kissed the inside of her thigh, the sensitive skin behind her knee. She twitched, a laugh escaping her.

And I smiled. I filed it away, another piece of her I'd exploit later. But then, I was building. Every kiss was a brick. Every sigh was mortar. I wanted her to feel worshipped.

Finally, I settled between her legs. She was spread open for me, pink and glistening. My warm breath touched her clit and she arched her hips, humming.

I rewarded her with a slow, flat lick—bottom to top. She tasted like salt and honey. I moaned without meaning to, and the vibration made her gasp. I lapped at her like I was starving, like she was the only thing keeping me alive. Her fingers twisted the sheets. Her thighs tightened around my ears. Her low moans were delicious—I almost lost it myself, just from the sound.

"There," she panted. "Right there."

I worked her with my mouth, building a rhythm, letting her ride my face. She was so close—I could feel the flutter of her muscles, the quickening of her breath. But I pulled back just before she crested.

She whimpered in protest. I crawled up her body, the strap-on brushing against her thigh. I was dripping with her, my chin slick.

"Not yet," I said. "I want to be inside you."

Her eyes were dark, pupils blown wide. She nodded, biting her lip.

I reached for the lube—maybe too much, but better safe than sorry. I slicked the silicone, warming it between my fingers, trying to remember everything I'd read, watched, imagined. Vi watched me, and I couldn't tell if she was mesmerized or just waiting for me to figure it out. I positioned myself, the tip pressing against her entrance, and my heart was hammering so loud I was sure she could hear it. Her legs hooked around my waist, and I thought, Okay. Here goes. Don't mess this up.

"Ready?" I whispered.

"Fuck yes."

I pushed in slowly. An inch. Two. Her mouth fell open, a silent O of pleasure. I stopped when I was halfway, giving her time to adjust. Her inner walls clenched around me, hot and tight. I swore I felt it in my own body—the pressure, the fullness. I closed my eyes, breathing through the phantom sensation.

"Okay?" I managed.

"More," she demanded.

So I gave her more. I sank in to the hilt, the harness pressing flush against her. She groaned—low, long—and I felt it echo through me. I held still for a moment, letting her adjust, letting myself feel every inch of this. Then I moved. Slow at first, testing. But something clicked—a rhythm I hadn't planned, but my body knew.

Slow thrusts. Deep. I angled my hips, searching for that spot I'd read about, and when I found it, she clawed at my back.

"Fuck—right there—don't stop—"

I didn't. I found a pace—steady, sure. Every roll of my hips asked the same thing: Like this? Right here? Her answers came in moans, in nails biting my shoulders, in the way she lifted to meet me. And I read every one of them. I wasn't guessing anymore. I was learning her in real time—and I was starting to feel like I actually belonged there.

I bent down to kiss her, swallowing her moans like they were mine to keep. Her tongue met mine, and I kissed her deeper, fiercer. I reached between us, thumb finding her clit, circling in time with my thrusts—and I had the rhythm now, I felt it. Her body tensed. Her legs started to shake. And I couldn't help it—I smiled against her mouth. Not because I was smug. Because I was there, doing this, and she was responding, and God, I wanted to see her fall apart. I wanted to catch every piece.

"I'm close," she gasped against my lips.

"Let go," I purred. "I've got you."

Her orgasm crashed through her like a wave. She arched off the bed, a keening cry ripping from her throat. I felt the spasms around me, rhythmic and pulsing, and I pushed deeper, riding her through it. She clenched and released, clenched and released, and I watched her face twist in ecstasy—the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen.

When she finally collapsed, limp and trembling, I pulled out slowly. She whimpered at the loss. I unfastened the harness and tossed it aside, then gathered her in my arms, pulling her against my chest. Her skin was damp. Her heart hammered against my ribs.

I was still hard... not physically, but something deeper. A bone-deep ache of satisfaction.

"That was…" she trailed off, breathless.

"Good?" I offered, voice smaller than I meant it to be. I was still catching my breath, still half-floating on what had just happened, but suddenly I needed to hear it—needed to know I hadn't just imagined the whole thing. My eyes searched hers, hungry for a sign, a nod, anything.

She laughed, a watery sound. "It was perfect."

I kissed her forehead, her nose, the corner of her mouth—like I was tracing the shape of her approval. My reward was that smile. That rare, unguarded curve of her lips. My chest swelled. I buried my face in her neck and breathed her in.

"I love you," I said, and it was easier than I'd thought.

She looked up at me, those gray eyes soft and shining. "I know. I love you too."

We lay there as the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the room in shades of amber and rose. She was curled into my side, her fingers tracing lazy patterns on my stomach. I was still buzzing, a low hum of contentment.

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I didn’t think much of it. Vi tells me I’m beautiful all the time. I still don’t believe her—I probably never will—but I’ve learned to accept it the way you accept the sun rising. It just happens. It’s just true, even if I can’t see it myself.

But then she kissed me again. On the jaw, this time. Soft and lingering.

And then again. The corner of my mouth.

And then she stole my coffee and took a sip and handed it back with a smile that said I’m not done with you.

That was at 8:13 in the morning. By noon, she’d kissed me twelve times.

I know because I started counting.

The first few were innocent enough. The kind of kisses we exchange without thinking—a peck on the lips while passing in the hallway, a quick press of her mouth to my temple while I was answering emails. Normal. Domestic. The background radiation of our marriage.

But by the third one, I noticed something different. The way her hand lingered on my hip. The way her thumb traced small circles against my waistband. The way she pulled back slowly, like leaving was the last thing she wanted to do.

“Vi,” I said, looking up from my laptop.

“What?”

“You’re being weird.”

“I’m not being weird. I’m being affectionate.”

“You’re being something.”

She just smiled and walked away, and I watched her go, and I felt something warm coil low in my stomach.

By the sixth kiss, I was distracted.

She cornered me in the laundry room. I was folding towels—boring, domestic, completely unsexy—and she pushed the basket aside and backed me against the dryer. Her hands slid up my chest. Her mouth found mine. And this kiss wasn’t innocent. This kiss had teeth. This kiss had tongue. This kiss lasted long enough for the dryer to finish its cycle and beep at us plaintively.

When she pulled back, I was breathless.

“What was that for?” I asked.

“You looked hot, folding towels.”

“That doesn’t make sense.”

“Doesn’t have to.”

She kissed me again, quick, and then she was gone, and I was left standing in the laundry room with a pile of unfolded towels and a heartbeat that wouldn’t slow down.

By the ninth kiss, I was starting to lose my mind.

She caught me in the kitchen while I was making lunch. Her arms wrapped around me from behind, her hips pressing against mine, her mouth hot on the side of my neck. She sucked lightly—just enough to leave a mark, just enough to make me gasp.

“Violet.”

“Hmm?”

“I’m trying to make a sandwich.”

“I’m not stopping you.”

She wasn’t. But she also wasn’t helping. Her hands slipped under the hem of my shirt, palms flat against my stomach, fingers splaying wide. Her thumbs traced the waistband of my jeans. Her mouth never left my neck.

I dropped the knife. It clattered against the counter.

“We have plans today,” I said, my voice embarrassingly unsteady.

“We have time.”

“Powder is coming over later.”

“Not for hours.”

She turned me around, pinned me against the counter, and kissed me like she was trying to memorize the shape of my mouth. Her tongue slid against mine, slow and deliberate, and I made a sound—a stupid, desperate sound—and she swallowed it like it was exactly what she wanted to hear.

When she pulled back, her pupils were blown. Her lips were wet. She looked at me with that dark, hungry expression that I know so well.

“You’re doing this on purpose,” I said.

“Doing what?”

“Torturing me.”

She grinned. “Is it working?”

I didn’t answer. I didn’t have to. She could see it on my face.

By the twelfth kiss, I broke.

We were in the bedroom. I don’t remember how we got there. One minute I was putting away laundry, and the next she was pushing me onto the bed, crawling over me, her thighs straddling my hips, her hands pinning my wrists above my head.

“You’ve been doing this all day,” I said, my voice rough.

“I know.”

“Why?”

She leaned down. Her lips brushed my ear. “Because I couldn’t stop thinking about you. Because every time I looked at you, I wanted to take you apart. Because you’re fucking beautiful, and I’m tired of pretending I have any self-control.”

That was it. That was the moment.

I flipped us over.

After that, it wasn’t gentle.

It wasn’t the slow, careful lovemaking we do when we have time and intention and candlelight. This was something else. Something hungrier. Something that had been building since she first kissed my shoulder at 8:13 in the morning.

I pinned her down. Her hands above her head, my fingers laced through hers. Her legs wrapped around my waist. Her hips bucking up to meet mine.

“You wanted this,” I said, low against her throat. “All day. You wanted this.”

“Yeah.”

“You could have just said something.”

“This was more fun.”

I bit her collarbone. Hard. She arched beneath me, gasping, and I felt her nails dig into the backs of my hands.

“You’re so mean,” she breathed.

“You love it.”

“I love you. Now fucking do something about it.”

I took her shirt off. Then her sport bra. Then her jeans, her underwear, everything, until she was bare beneath me and the afternoon light was painting stripes across her skin. I took my time looking at her—the flush spreading across her chest, the way her stomach tightened when I dragged my fingers down it, the slick heat between her legs that made my mouth water.

“Babe.” Her voice was wrecked already. “Please.”

“Please what?”

“Please touch me.”

“I am touching you.”

“You know what I mean.”

I did. But I wanted to hear her say it.

I trailed my fingers lower. Slid through her—slowly, so slowly—and watched her eyes fall shut and her mouth fall open and her hips lift off the bed

“Like that?” I asked.

“Yes... Fuck, yes.”

I didn’t make her wait long. I couldn’t. Not when she was like this—needy and desperate and looking at me like I was the only thing in the world that mattered.

I slid two fingers inside her, and she cried out—loud, unashamed, the kind of sound that would have embarrassed her in our early days but now just made me want more. I curled my fingers, found the spot I knew by heart, and pressed.

“God...” she gasped.

I fucked her with my fingers, hard and fast, the way she likes when she’s like this. My thumb found her clit, pressing in tight circles, and she bucked beneath me, her hands fisting in the sheets, her breath coming in short, broken moans.

“You’re so wet,” I said. It wasn’t an observation. It was worship.

“Because of you,” she said. “Always because of you.”

She came first. Hard, shuddering, her whole body tightening around my fingers, my name torn out of her like a prayer. I watched her face—the way her brow furrowed, the way her lips parted, the way her eyes stayed locked on mine even as she fell apart.

“Fuck,” she whispered, when she could breathe again. “Fuck.”

“We’re not done.”

She laughed—breathless, broken. “I didn’t think we were.”

I pulled my fingers out slowly, and she whimpered at the loss. Then I shifted, settled between her legs, and lowered my mouth to her.

She screamed.

Not loudly—we have neighbors, and Powder was coming over later, and somewhere in the back of my mind I was aware that we should probably be quiet. But the scream was there, muffled by her own hand clapped over her mouth, her hips bucking against my face.

I held her down with one arm across her hips and ate her like she was the last meal I’d ever have. My tongue on her clit, my fingers back inside her, the taste of her flooding my mouth. She was so wet, so warm, so mine.

“Baby,” she sobbed. “Baby, I’m going to—I can’t—please—”

I doubled down. Sucked hard. Curled my fingers deeper. And she came again, this one longer, harder, her whole body convulsing, her thighs clamping around my head, her hand grabbing a fistful of my hair and holding on like she was drowning.

I stayed there until she stopped shaking. Until her grip loosened. Until her breathing slowed from gasps to sighs.

Then I crawled up her body and kissed her, slow and deep, letting her taste herself on my tongue.

“Good?” I asked.

“You know it was,” she murmured.

“I know.”

She pushed me onto my back then. Her turn. Her mouth found my neck, my collarbone, my breasts. Her hands were everywhere—pushing up my shirt, yanking down my pants, sliding between my legs with an urgency that made me whimper.

“You’ve been driving me crazy all day,” she said against my skin. “Do you know that? Every time you smiled. Every time you laughed. Every time you looked at me with those eyes.”

“What eyes?”

“Your eyes. The ones that make me want to climb inside you and never leave.”

I laughed, but it turned into a moan when her fingers found me. I was already so wet, so ready, and she knew exactly what to do. Two fingers, then three. Her thumb on my clit. Her mouth on my nipple, sucking hard.

“Vi...”

“I’ve got you.”

She fucked me with her fingers the way I’d fucked her—hard, fast, relentless. Her palm slapped against my clit with every thrust, and the sound was obscene, wet and rhythmic, filling the room. I didn’t care. I couldn’t care. All I could do was hold on to her shoulders and let her take me apart.

“Come for me,” she said. Not a request. A command.

And I did. I came so hard I saw stars, my back arching off the bed, a string of nonsense falling from my lips. She didn’t stop. She kept going, kept fucking me through it, until I was oversensitive and shaking and begging her to stop.

She stopped. Kissed my forehead. Pulled her fingers out slowly and sucked them clean, watching me with dark, satisfied eyes.

“You’re so beautiful when you come,” she said.

“You’re so dirty.”

“You love it.”

I pulled her down and kissed her. Soft this time. Tender. The storm had passed, and now there was only the quiet aftermath—the slowing heartbeats, the cooling skin, the way she fit against my side like she’d been made to be there.

We lay there for a while, tangled in sweaty sheets, not speaking. The afternoon light had shifted, gone gold and long. Somewhere outside, a bird was singing. In a few hours, Powder would ring the doorbell, and we’d put on clean clothes and act like normal people who hadn’t spent the better part of an hour fucking each other senseless.

But that was later. Right now, there was only this. Vi’s hand on my chest. Her breath warm against my neck. The weight of her leg thrown over mine.

“So,” she said eventually. “Today was good.”

I laughed. “Today was something.”

“I told you you looked attractive.”

“You say that every day.”

“Today I meant it extra.”

I turned my head to look at her. Her hair was a mess. Her lips were swollen. There was a red mark on her collarbone where I’d bitten her. She looked wrecked and happy and thoroughly loved.

“I love you,” I said.

She kissed my shoulder. “I love you too. Even when you pretend not to know how hot you are.”

“I don’t pretend. I genuinely don’t see it.”

“That’s what makes it so hot.”

I groaned. She laughed. And then she kissed me again—soft, sweet, nothing like the desperate kisses from before.

But I felt the promise in it.

Later. There would be more later.

There was always more with Vi.

And I wouldn’t have it other way.

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"Yes."

She looked me over, and I felt it like a physical thing—the assessment, the dismissal. "Don't waste my time."

I nodded, swallowing the retort that burned in my throat. I'd been underestimated before. By men who thought my short-cropped hair and the way I carried myself meant something about my competence. By women who saw my broad shoulders and calloused hands and assumed I was all brawn and no brain. Sevika was different, though. She wasn't judging my body or my presentation. She was judging my soul, and finding it wanting.

The weeks that followed were brutal. She pushed me harder than anyone ever had. When I fumbled a hose connection during a drill, she made me run the course fifteen times, her eyes never leaving my form. When I hesitated at the mouth of a burning building, she grabbed my gear and yanked me forward, her fingers biting into my arm.

"Fear gets people killed," she snapped. "Get over it or get out."

I got over it.

Slowly, almost imperceptibly, something shifted. It was in the way she'd hand me a water bottle after a difficult call, her fingers brushing mine for just a second too long. In the way she'd watch me during briefings, her gaze lingering on the line of my jaw, the way my uniform strained across my shoulders. I caught her staring once, and she didn't look away. Neither did I.

"You're not like the others," she said one night, after a particularly grueling shift. We were sitting on the station's roof, watching the city lights blur into the horizon. I'd found her there, alone, a cigarette burning between her fingers.

"I don't smoke," I said, settling beside her. Close enough that our arms almost touched.

"Neither do I. Not really." She crushed it out against the concrete. "Bad habit I picked up in the service."

I didn't ask which service. I knew about her past—everyone did. The military, the dishonorable discharge that had nothing to do with dishonor and everything to do with who she loved. The years of fighting just to get this job. I saw it in her now, the way she held herself armored against the world, expecting betrayal at every turn.

"I know what it's like," I said quietly. "To have to prove yourself. Constantly."

She turned to look at me, and for the first time, I saw something other than steel in her eyes. Something raw and wounded. "You don't know anything about me."

"I know you're alone," I said. "I know you push everyone away because you think it's easier than letting them in. I know that look." I held her gaze. "I see it every morning in the mirror."

The silence stretched between us, heavy and charged. Then she laughed—a broken, surprised sound. "You're a fucking menace, you know that?"

"Captain," I said, my lips twitching.

The word caught her off guard. She'd demanded it on my first day, insisted on the formality even as the rest of the crew called her Sevika. But now it meant something else, something that passed between us in the dark. A title that was both respect and challenge.

"You scare me," she admitted, so quietly I almost missed it. "The way I feel when you're around. I haven't... it's been a long time."

I reached over, slowly, giving her every chance to pull away. When my hand covered hers, she flinched. But she didn't move.

"It scares me too," I said. "But I'm not going anywhere."

She looked at our hands, at the way my fingers intertwined with hers. I could feel the calluses, the scars, the story written in every line. This was a woman who had fought for everything she had, who had crawled through hell and come out the other side still standing. And she was holding my hand like it was the only solid thing in a crumbling world.

"That warehouse," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "When you went in after the kid. I thought—"

"I know what you thought." I squeezed her hand. "But I came out. I'm here."

She turned to face me fully, and the distance between us was nothing. I could see the flecks of gold in her dark eyes, the slight tremor in her jaw. She was terrified, I realized. Not of the fires or the danger or the never-ending fight. She was terrified of this—of wanting something that could be taken away.

"I can't do this," she said. "I can't lose another person."

"Sevika." I cupped her face, my thumb tracing the sharp line of her cheekbone. She leaned into the touch, her eyes closing. "You won't lose me. I promise."

"I don't take promises lightly."

"Neither do I."

When she kissed me, it was like the first breath after a long dive—desperate and necessary and utterly consuming. Her hands fisted in my uniform, pulling me closer. She tasted like smoke and coffee, like surrender and strength.

We broke apart, panting. Her forehead pressed against mine.

"I still outrank you," she said.

I laughed, loud and bright. "I wouldn't have it any other way, Captain."

She smiled then, really smiled, and I saw the woman beneath the armor. The one who had been waiting, maybe her whole life, for someone to see her and not look away.

The next morning, she handed me a coffee without me asking. Her fingers brushed mine. The crew stared, but neither of us cared.

The fire was always waiting. But so were we.

°‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 

But gratitude doesn’t stop your heart from hammering in your chest like a trapped bird. And it sure as hell doesn’t stop Vi.

She was Vander’s eldest, and the man must have been a damn fool not to see what he’d created. A force of nature. She wasn’t the kind of woman you saw in magazines or dreamed about in soft-focus. She was all sharp angles and hard muscle, a body built for the same work I did, forged by years of hauling hay and wrestling steers. Her hands were as rough as mine, her shoulders broad, her jaw set in a way that could make a man think twice. But it was her eyes that got me. A pale, crystalline gray, always holding a glint of something that looked a lot like trouble.

And she knew it.

I heard her before I saw her. The low rumble of the ranch truck, the crunch of tires on the gravel path, and then the whistle. That low, appreciative whistle that slid down my spine like a hot coal.

“Well, well,” her voice drawled, smooth as molasses and just as sweet. “If it isn’t my favorite hired hand, working herself into a pretty little sweat.”

I kept my eyes on the fence post I was fixing, my jaw tight. “Vi.”

“Hi,” she echoed, and I could hear the smile in her voice. She hopped out of the truck, boots thudding softly on the dry earth. She was wearing a sleeveless flannel, the top buttons undone, the fabric stained with grease and honest labor. Her hat was pushed back, revealing a sheen of sweat on her forehead and a few strands of dark hair plastered to her skin. She walked over, the picture of casual grace, and leaned against the post I was working on, crossing her arms. The movement made the muscles in her forearms bunch and flex, and my gaze snagged on them for a fraction of a second too long.

“See something you like, cowboy?” she purred.

My face flushed, and I damn near cursed myself for it. I gave the wire one final, vicious twist and straightened up, wiping my forehead with the back of my arm. “Just trying to get this done before the sun cooks my brain. What do you want, Vi?”

“Can’t a girl come bring her favorite employee some water?” She tossed a canteen at me, and I caught it one-handed, reflex taking over. She cocked her head, that infuriatingly knowing look on her face. “Nice catch.”

“My hands know what they’re doing,” I grumbled, taking a long pull of the lukewarm water. It did nothing to cool the heat in my chest.

“Oh, I bet they do,” she said, her voice dropping a register, the words sliding into a space that was far too intimate. “I’ve been watching you all week. You’re fast, efficient. You don’t waste a single move. I like a woman who knows what she’s doing with her hands.”

I choked on the water. A fine spray of it hit the dry dirt, and Vi burst out laughing, a deep, rich sound that made my stomach clench. She had a laugh that was rough and honest, a little bit dirty, and completely infectious.

“Easy there, partner,” she chuckled, stepping closer. She was close enough now that I could smell her—sun, sweat, and the faint, clean scent of pine soap. It was a heady combination. “Don’t get all flustered on me.”

I shoved the canteen back at her, my fingers brushing hers. A jolt, sharp and immediate, shot up my arm. She didn’t flinch. She just smiled, slow and deliberate, and her fingers curled around mine for a moment, trapping me in the briefest of holds. “You know, I think you like it,” she said, her voice a low murmur. “The distraction.”

“I like my job,” I said, my voice coming out rougher than I intended. I pulled my hand away and bent to pick up my tools, needing to put some distance between us. “I need my job, Vi. I don’t… I can’t…”

“Can’t what?” She was right behind me, her voice soft but insistent. “Can’t have a little fun?” I felt the warmth of her body at my back, and my whole being went on high alert, every nerve ending standing to attention. “Can’t admit you look at me just as much as I look at you? You think I don’t see you? When you’re in the barn and I’m saddling my horse, you think I don’t feel those eyes on my back?”

I closed my eyes, cursing the ground she walked on and the way she made me feel. She was right. I couldn’t lie about it. It was a consuming fire in my gut, a need that had been building for months. Every time I saw her lift a bale of hay, the muscles in her back rippling, I had to look away. Every time she laughed from across the yard, a sound that cut through the noise of the ranch, I had to force myself to stay focused on my work.

“I work for your father,” I said, the words tasting like ash in my mouth. It was my last line of defense, the only decent argument I had left.

“And I’m his daughter,” she countered, her hand coming to rest on my shoulder. Her thumb moved in a slow, soothing circle on the tight muscle there. “And you’re not just an employee. You’re the person he trusts most. The person I’ve been watching. The person I want to watch. I want to see you do more than just work.” She stepped around to face me, forcing me to meet her eyes. The playfulness was gone, replaced by a raw, honest desire that stole the breath from my lungs. “I want to see you let loose. I want to see what happens when you take that damn hat off and stop being the perfect, quiet ranch hand.”

My heart was a frantic drum against my ribs. I was scared. Not of her, but of the want. Of what it meant. I’d built my life on being invisible, on being useful, on not needing anything. And here she was, looking at me like I was the most interesting thing in the world, challenging every wall I’d ever built.

“What do you want, Vi?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. The question wasn’t an accusation anymore. It was a plea.

Her smile was a slow, wicked curve. She reached up, her fingers grazing the brim of my hat, and with a feather-light touch, she pushed it back, letting the sun fall across my face. Her hand lingered, tracing the line of my jaw, a touch so tender it made my heart ache. She leaned in, her breath warm against my ear. “I want to see you smile when you’re not just being polite. I want to show you the sunset from the top of the ridge, the one no one else knows about. I want to know the sound you make when you laugh for real, not just that short huff you do when I’ve said something smart.” She pulled back, her eyes searching mine. “I want to know you. The real you.”

The last of my resolve crumbled like dry earth. I’d been so afraid of the distraction, of losing the one good thing I had. But I hadn’t understood. She wasn’t a distraction. She was the whole damn point. The years of hard work and loneliness, the feeling of being adrift—it had all been leading to this moment, to her. To the woman who saw right through me and didn’t just accept what she saw, but wanted it.

I looked at her, really looked. At the sun in her eyes, the hard set of her jaw, the gentle curve of her mouth. This wasn’t just a ranch I was working for. This was my life. And for the first time, I wanted to live it, not just survive it.

Slowly, so slowly, I reached out and took her hand. I turned it over in mine, my thumb tracing the lines of her palm, feeling the calluses that matched my own. She let out a soft, shaky breath, and it was the most vulnerable sound I’d ever heard from her. I looked up, catching her gaze, and for once, I didn’t look away.

“Okay,” I said, my voice rough and quiet. “Show me the sunset.”

A smile spread across her face then, radiant and unguarded, and it was better than any sunrise I’d ever seen. She gave my hand a squeeze and tugged me gently toward the truck. “Took you long enough, cowboy,” she murmured, but there was nothing but affection in her voice. “I was starting to think you’d never give in.”

As we drove up the ridge, the wind whipping through the cab and her hand resting warm and solid on my thigh, I realized that Vander hadn’t just given me a job. He’d given me a home. And Vi, with her sass and her strength and her unrelenting belief in me, was the heart of it. I was still a cowboy, still in love with the land and the work. But I finally had something else to love, too. And I wasn’t about to let it go.

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