netty :D

Take me back to April 2025, that was the best fucking month of my existence

what the fuck is wrong with me

One of my best friends hates me and I don't know what I've done, what the fuck do I do now, how the fuck do I fix it?

I hate when I get left out but I'm still included, it's almost worse than just being left out. "we always include you tho" no you don't. I'm always an afterthought and you ask me if I want to come after everyone else has said yes or after I mention that I feel lonely

damn my friends suck fr, can't trust any mf anymore

I hate that I feel so deeply but I push people away so easily. I'll create this deep emotional connection then as soon as I feel something slightly off I push away fully and a little part of me dies

life fucking sucks.

no because I really like this one and I don't want to lose him

I'm such a bad fucking person, a bad girlfriend, bad daughter and just bad person overall. Ims disappointent to everyone, I feel so sorry for my boyfriend for having to put up with me

Life fucking sucks

I'm such a shitty daughter, sister, friend and girlfriend. I'm so mean and I fuck everything up no matter how hard I try. I feel so bad for everyone in my life, they have to put up with me and it's not fair on them. I actually want to fucking end it. I'm so sick of being a shitty person, but I can't change no matter how hard I try and I can never blame anyone for how I am, it's my own doing. I'm sorry