|| Heyo! You can call me Nessa or Zia(26) and Vanessa is my multiverse oc. Her original verse was Stranger things, so she's got two main verses, ST, and TWD.
I've been Rping / writing for at least 10 years now, but I've only really written on Facebook before, so tumblr is a new thing for me, so bear with me while I try to get the hang of it.
I'm excited to find new writing partners & friends and build on her verses ๐
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Admin has bad anxiety but I'm friendly! So, bear with me.
โคท I'm just gonna say, that Abigail Cowen is her main FC but Jessica Chastain (& Bryce Dallas Howard) is for when she's older. Jessica mainly, just because there's not enough resources for Bryce (& the bangs just aren't Ness)
Mainly m/f ships, but I'm open to f/f, or whatever, not picky with that really.
I'm pretty much comfortable writing about any subject matter, if I'm not, it'll be added to this post later, or I'll tell you. Otherwise I'm open to any kind of plots & connections or whatever!
Since Vanessa's a multiverse oc, unless it's specified, ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฎ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ๐'๐จ ๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฎ ๐ซ๐๐ง๐จ๐.แ
โ I'm open to any verse/Fandom, even if I don't have a finished bio yet
There's a link for her different verses & bios at the bottom. It's also where you can find all her verses.
I love all kinds of plots! And all kinds of connections, in & out of character. I love the kinds of friendships where we can talk & brainstorm all the different scenarios for our characters
Please communicate with me! If you're not feeling a particular thread, or don't wanna write with me, that's fine, but just tell me please? Otherwise my anxiety gets the better of me.Communication is all I'm asking for.
There's never any rush for any replies or anything!
I do have Anxiety & ADHD so I can get a bit too excited or distracted but I promise I'm never trying to rush anyone, I just get excited over certain plots cause I love my girl Vanessa. ๐
So โ overall, if you're interested in writing together, interact with this post or message me & let's get talking! ๐
โฅ When sheโs 10, the whole family move from California to this town in Indiana called Hawkins.
โฅ Their mom, Susan fell in love with a guy named Neil when sheโs 8 and get married soon after, and thatโs when theyโre introduced to their new stepfamily
โฅ Max was 6 when they move
โฅ Only reason they moved from San Diego California was because William โ Billy, their new stepbrother started causing trouble, enough so that they want to move for a โfresh startโ
โฅ She, like her sister miss their dad in California
โฅ Long enough that both girls hope they wonโt move again, long enough that they do make long lasting friends
โฅ Vanessa even finds out one of her newfound friends is a dealer, and they live nearby, so sheโs got a pretty decent supply of weed to help with anxiety
โฅ But then again, nothing lasts forever, and despite their protests, they move to this little trailer park on the edge of kings county, in Atlanta Georgia. When sheโs 14, and max is 10
โฅ She takes the brunt of it willingly if it means itโs keeping her sister safe, and thankfully it seems to work.
โฅ Not that long after moving, she decides to go exploring the forest near their new home
โฅIn doing so, she almost gets shot by this wiry looking guy, crossbow aimed at her as she emerges from the trees into a little clearing with an old picnic table
โฅSheโs immediately raising her hands with a โ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ต!โ
โฅ Soon she learns this kidโs named Daryl, and heโs got an asshole of a dad too
โฅ And they eventually become close friends, and that picnic table in the clearing becomes โ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ตโ
โฅ Since sheโs working like a billion jobs to help out her mom, she saves up enough money, wanting to buy daryl a phone for his 21st birthday so they can keep in contact if anything happens
โฅBut itโs after one day when he doesnโt come to their spot that she starts to worry
โฅThe next day he shows up looking seriously beat up and right then and there she decides that it canโt wait until his birthday (which sheโs sad about)
โฅSo next time they meet, sheโs got a little wrapped box, telling him to open it and โitโs a surprise ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ early birthday gift. I was gonna wait till your 21st, but you definitely need one causeโฆyโknowโฆ and my numberโs already in it.โ
โฅThey also develop a code word if they need to meet up urgently, or for anything urgent really.
โฅ She also took the liberty of having a first aid kit underneath the table for if either of them need it.
โฅ With the Dixons living up in the mountains, and her and her family in the trailer park on the edge of kings county, with the woods separating them... finding other friends nearby became a bit...challenging...
โฅ But thankfully (for both her and Max), they were able to keep in touch with their friend group from back in Hawkins, which definitely helped.
โฅ But it didn't matter to her, because if she wasn't hanging out with Daryl, Max, or Babi, she was more than likely working one of her ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ jobs, because she took any job opportunity possible to help out her mom.
โฅThroughout the years as they grew up, she lets him drag her along anywhere. (๐๐ช๐ณ๐ด๐ต ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต)
โฅ So most of the shit he gets up to with Merle, sheโs there too, keeping an eye out for Daryl's safety
โฅ And you know how it is when youโve got your first serious crush when youโre young, youโll gladly do anything to stay near them
โฅ But also because she really does care about him and wants to make sure heโs safe, that someoneโs ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ looking out for him, and so Merle doesnโt drag him down too far
โฅ She also takes Daryl to his first fair when thereโs one in town, and always tries to take him along to anything good that comes through town. To more fun things in general like museums, skating rinks, etc.
โฅ Only to find everything going absolutely crazy, the car wasn't even fully parked before she's running to their trailer shouting for Max, panic starting to set in. Only one thing going through her mind:
โฅ And what she sees makes her stop dead in her tracks. It takes her a moment to even process what she was seeing!
โฅ It was their family... their mom... Billy.... even Neil... and they were ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ
โฅ Thankfully not Max, but now Nessa had only one choice, something she never thought she'd be capable of. But when it comes to her sister's safety, and with the way they were coming at her... ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ...
โฅ Swallowing any remaining nerves, and a little bile, sheโs grabbing one of the kitchen knives, and moving fast, using some of what she learned from the Dixons, quickly putting down her fฬถaฬถmฬถiฬถlฬถyฬถ... the zombies.
โฅ Having no choice but to get over her own nerves, her own shock at what happened (๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฎ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ)
โฅ She's quick to shout to Max that they needed to go โ๐๐๐!โ
โฅ From there on out, it was only her and Max. Surviving.
โฅ Not to say they didn't run into some groups in the months after it all started.
โฅ It's probably about 2 months later, that both girls emerge from the trees, dirty, and covered in foliage, Nessa keeping Max behind her. Always protective.
โฅ Only to be accidentally shot withโฆ you guessed it, a crossbow bolt, right as they're coming out of the trees.
โฅ It won't be until much later that she learns this new group, ๐๐ข๐ณ๐บ๐ญ'๐ด ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฑ, had just been attacked the day before, losing some of their own.
โฅ And then she's passing out, knowing that Max will be safe with Daryl there
โฅ She makes friends with the kids easily, specifically Sophia
โฅ She remembers being that age, being terrified of her stepdad, of her stepbrother, trying to shield max
โฅ While bonding with the rest of the group, neither Max or her put up with any of Shane's bullshit
โฅ Theyโre both there when the herd hits after the CDC
โฅ Max runs after Sophia and someone (Glenn? Shane?) has to hold her back from physically running after her, putting a hand over her mouth to stop her from screaming her sisters name
โฅ At the farm itโs not ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต Sophia theyโre looking for, itโs also Max.
โฅ Sheโs out there just as much as Daryl looking for her sister, ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ ๐จ๐ช๐ณ๐ญ๐ด.
โคท Always antsy to get back out there, to do ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ!
โคท Distracting herself when she can't be out there by baking with the girls. Thankful that they're even letting her.
โฅ She does bond with Andrea when she learns that she also had a sister named Amy who died in the attack
โฅ But then she goes and accidentally has to shoot Daryl, and Iโm not saying Nessa is overprotective at times, butโฆ
โฅSo, yes... itโs possible the blonde is sporting a black eye and or busted lip not long after Darylโs brought up
โฅ And no, she will not be apologizing anytime soon
โฅ And at the barn she sees how much the Greenes don't want them to do this, and even if she doesn't want to, Shane already opened this can of worms so it's not like she can do anything to stop it
โฅ So when he hands her a gun, asking if she can do this, she nods, taking it, avoiding looking anywhere but at the barn, bracing herself.
โฅ if she was able to find any notebooks on a run, she grabs it as well as any writing utensil handy and keeps up her tradition of writing, of Journaling.
โฅ 5โ7
โฅ still an anxious nerd
โฅ In the aftermath of the prison falling, she escaped on her own. Still winding up in that same damn train car as the rest, with some stories of her own.
โฅ Both pre & post apocalypse Vanessa always tried to be the โ๐ณ๐ข๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆโ for everyone else, always trying to get her friends happy, to get Max smiling, and ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ trying to get Daryl smiling.
โฅ After Beth dies, Ness takes it upon herself to make it her personal mission in life to be everyone's โ๐ณ๐ข๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ.โ the same way Beth had been able to seem to lift everyone's mood, light up a room, etc.
โฅ Beth really had an impact on her, and reminded her of Max, and that's why she takes it so seriously.
โฅ Trying to be the optimistic one for the whole group if need be, even if it makes her act foolish sometimes because: โ๐๐ด ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ด๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ข ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ฃ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ!โ
โฅ Even if she knows it's not healthy, she'll internalize any other negative emotions, (๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ต) journaling if she can, baking if possible, or taking it out on any walkers they come across.
โฅ Vanessa's in France with Daryl throughout all of those adventures.
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"YOU'RE GOING DOWN A PATH I CAN'T FOLLOW" PROMPTS
* ย assorted dialogue for that moment when the person you care about is doing things you just can't accept, adjust as necessary
you've crossed a line.
it ends here.
i'm not going to be with you for the rest of this journey.
you're going down a path i can't follow.
i think this is the end of the line for us.
i can't take any more of this.
don't you trust me?
i've told you time and time again, this isn't you.
who are you doing this for?
if you continue acting like this, i'm leaving.
i will never forgive you for what you've done.
i've always been your biggest supporter, but this? i can't condone this.
you've lost me.
you're not who i thought you were.
there were signs, and i just didn't see them.
they tried to warn me about you, but i just didn't listen.
that wasn't a mistake. that was a choice.
so this is it, then?
you're not going to apologize?
i never thought you were that type of person.
you could have been better.
this is where we part ways.
don't you see? i'm doing this for you.
i can make things better if you just trust me.
i've trusted you far enough.
i can't cosign this behavior.
you've gone way too far.
you're just jealous of my accomplishments.
you just want to stifle my greatness.
i see darkness in you.
this is far too dangerous for me.
i'm going the other way.
i will not sit here and watch you do this.
you're going to have to go through me.
this could have gone better.
i don't want to hurt you.
what did they tell you? it was all lies!
the choices we make have consequences.
and to think, i really believed in you.
after all this time, you're leaving me?
i thought we had something special.
now i realize it was all a fantasy.
when you crossed that line, you lost me.
that's not something we can come back from.
i'm not just going to forgive you for what you did.
there are some things that just can't be forgiven.
i warned you multiple times where my limits where.
you have no regard for boundaries.
goodbye, old friend.
you will never see me again.
have fun on your journey without me.
nothing will make this right.
there's nothing you can say to convince me otherwise. my mind is made up.
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(Sentences to send to muses that need a little advice. Adjust phrasing where needed)
"Properly applied, anything can be a weapon - even kindness."
"You might not be able to control what happens, but you can control what people think about it."
"Nothing makes us more vulnerable than loneliness."
"You know, you can know a man your whole life, and not really know him at all."
"Sometimes, the only way to work out why a trap has been set is to walk into it."
"There are certain things you have to impress upon people to what you're willing to do. Do you like it? No. Do you enjoy it? No. Do you have to look like you do? Yes."
"There is no right or wrong. Not when you trust your instincts."
"Sometimes, you can beat the odds with a careful choice of where to fight."
"When you go to war with someone, you want them emotional. You want them angry. The more they feel, the less they think."
"In the face of pain, there are no heroes."
"It's a fine line between pleasure and pain."
"When you say no, it must be the death of the question. If there's even a hint of maybe, the questions won't stop until they find something they can't say no to."
"The best lies are 90% true."
"A man can't hang himself if you don't give him any rope."
"Hope can change the world."
"The grapevine says a lot of things, but that's mostly the wine talking."
"The whole world's a test. Don't ever let it trick you into thinking differently."
"There's no crueller thing than hope."
"In life, you have to do a lot of things you don't want to do. Many times, that's what life is - one vile task after another."
"Announcing your plans is a good way to hear God laugh."
"Loyalty is a tool to get people to do things they don't want to do."
"Never let anyone know what you're thinking."
"Sometimes it's not a question of who - it's a question of who knows?"
"Life's too short to waste on cheap alcohol."
"The good thing about people thinking you're dumb is they tend to give you the benefit of the doubt."
"Treachery is everywhere."
"A boy's illusions are no basis for a man's life."
"The world is full of empty promises."
"Never hate your enemies. It affects your judgement."
"Secrets are like a callus on your heart. If you tell enough of them, before long your heart won't feel a thing."
โฅ Vanessa actively tries not to use that magic unless she absolutely has to, since in her eyes; it's nothing but a curse, only attached to bad memories.
โฅ Specifically when it manifested for the first time when she was young, about 14, and she lost control, accidentally burning down her house, killing her entire family.
to blogs with muses that belong to small rpcs, possibly nonexistent rpcs, OCs, or are otherwise obscure: hereโs a reminder that youโre amazing.
i know it can get discouraging when nobody seems interested. yet still, you soldier on, you introduce people to your funny little critters, you talk about your characters and post about them. crossovers are made, creativity is nurtured and niche bits expanded uponโit is inspiring!
the love you pour into your muse(s) is wonderful. the dedication you have to simply enjoy your characterโeven if you have little interactionโis awe-inspiring. every drabble you write, ask you answer, worldbuilding you doโฆ itโs all magnificent.
you are a sweet reminder to everyone that roleplay is for fun, and that you donโt have to be in a big circle or have a large audience to have a great time. you are amazing.
โฅ Max has called trying to teach Vanessa how to skate โa lost causeโ
โฅ But thatโs okay, sheโs a better roller skater anyway
โฅ Technically this is her second time as a repeat senior which makes her a little older than the others (like 19-20)
โฅ Smokes weed cause it helps calm down her anxiety attacks
โฅ can play the acoustic guitar, tempted to try electric, but they donโt have the money for it
โฅ has differing music tastes than a lot of people in Hawkins
โฅ Poor baby is definitely bullied but whatever
โฅ Her and Babi used to be best friends back in California, but eventually they drifted apart. As they grew up, realizing they're complete polar opposites and yet still so much in common.
โฅ That led to ๐ด๐ฐ many arguments, and when the Mayfield/Hargrove household moves to Hawkins, seeing that Babi (FLAYED) was also in Hawkins, it led to a full on rivalry.
โฅ you can always find her with this little pocket notebook, its like her diary of sorts, full of little quotes and thoughts throughout the day, and any little ideas that come to mind
โฅ bakes
โฅ So sheโll sometimes bring delicious treats to the kids, or put some in maxโs lunch box, or drop some off for hellfire club
โฅ She definitely has the same humor & sarcasm as her sister
โฅ Besides Max, she absolutely loves her brother ADAM, they automatically clicked, even though he's their stepbrother. They were best friends growing up, and still remain close as they've grown.
โฅ After they move to the trailer park, she started taking jobs wherever she could find them, literally anything, tutoring, waitressing, babysitting, you name it.
โฅ She wants to help her mom out At the same time as being there for her sister
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โฅ Vanessa actively tries not to use that magic unless she absolutely has to, since in her eyes; it's nothing but a curse, only attached to bad memories.
โฅ Specifically when it manifested for the first time when she was young, about 14, and she lost control, accidentally burning down her house, killing her entire family.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Still, there is this terrible desire to be loved.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Still, there is this horror at being left behind.
|| I'll post a proper bio soon, these are just the basics for her SPN verse so I can interact with all you lovely Supernatural writers ๐๐
โ Overachiever, perfectionist
โ she tried to be the perfect student, the perfect daughter
โ still works any job opportunity she can get in order to help out
โ one of those gigs was a tutoring one
โher student โ Justin, got to her house before she did
โ unbeknownst to Vanessa, her student was currently being hunted
โ and she'd soon find out why
โ she comes home to find it in total disarray, unable to help the scream she lets out at seeing Justin ๐ง๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ her sister
โ he was a rugaru
โ her scream drew his attention to her & seconds later, she's fighting for her life
โ and trying not to puke at the blood โ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ง๐ข๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐บ'๐ด ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ...
โ thankfully, Nessa doesn't have to fight for long before she's being saved by two guys
โ learning later, that it's Sam & Dean Winchester
โ she doesn't let them get away that easily though, following them and insisting they teach her about this world she didn't know existed
โ even going as far as telling them, dead serious;โ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ต, ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ. ๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐๐ต ๐ฎ๐บ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง.โ
โ she wins and soon she's joining them on hunts, using that perfectionism to learn as much as she can about everything.
โ plagued by nightmares of the scene, of losing her sister, her mother...
โ but she doesn't want either brother thinking she's weak, so she keeps those nightmares, that survivors guilt to herself
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