Nertgi's blog

I hope you all had the best Christmas ever and a nice holiday. 

I haven't been doing as good job as I should have before Christmas holiday. I had two lectures on Thursday and Friday, but I was too lazy to go and I decided do do the reading at home. I still haven't been doing everything but almost. I'll do the last on Wednesday because on Thursday the school starts again. 

Today I had my last work pass for this year and I planed on go to the gym after, but I went home instead. I have started reading A Game of Thrones and I just wanted to get home to read. But I do have to get back to the gym. Now we just have to eat everything we got left home and on Monday next year, ;-), we will get better food delivered at home. That feels good. I was thinking about eating one meal a day in shakes to get the weight loss started, but I think that just going back to normal food and hit the gym a bit more often will do the trick. A new year, new opportunities. Again...

Last week I got the good news that I passed my exam in anatomy. It felt soooo good! I was so unsure about how it went because the days after the exam, I realized that I had answered wrong on a couple of questions and I knew the right one. So now I only have one exam to study for during the holidays. 

And I also decided to go back to riding school. It feels so good. It's starts 7/1-13. I will continue take care of Rambo and my confidence will probably expand at the riding school so it will solve my insecurity with Rambo. :-)

Of course I got sick. On Friday, at the party, I lost my voice and my throat was so sore. On Saturday we had plans on bake with Mikko's mother. But on the morning I couldn't talk and I just felt so sick. And Anita (Mikko's mother) is going to Thailand this week so I didn't want her to get sick. 

So the day was spent at home alone when Mikko went baking. I spend most of the time sleeping and playing some X-box. In the afternoon, when Mikko got home, we ate some tacos and then I slept again. When it was time to go to bed (I slept on the couch), I feared that I would be while awake. I was so wrong. I fell asleep right away. 

And yesterday I felt better, but not really ok. The time was spent on the couch and played X-box and Lego Indiana Jones (again). I LOVE lego games. :-D

Today is a new day and I almost feel fit for fight. Today I will be spending to do some cleaning of the house, play X-box but also I will start reading for tomorrow when I'll go back to school. Oh, right, because today is a day of from school because it's some groups that are doing the exam. 

Today it's chaos in Stockholm. It's so much snow and wind and it's sooooo wonderful! I decided to stay home from school today and study and not even try to get to school. The buses is canceled, the trains is delayed and cars can't even start. But it's amazing. :-D

On Monday I had an exam in anatomy and I have no idea of how it went. First I almost started laughing because I didn't know any of the answers. And then I almost started cry because I didn't know any of the answers. But somehow I made it through and answered almost all of the questions except for 2. When I was done it felt good but the day after I realized I have some of the answers wrong and now I have no idea of how it went. Now I just have to wait and see. :-/

And on Friday I have an exam in physical therapy. It feels quite alright and I'm not to nervous about that. Yesterday me and my exam-group met and did some tests on each other. That was the plan for today as well, but I will do some of it at home and hope they want to meet tomorrow instead.

Yesterday I had a dinner for my girlfriends. It became a very late night with wine and food. Today I feel so sorry for my honey, because he has to work. 

My plan was for me to go to the gym. I haven't been there since Tuesday and I feel the abstinence. However, today I'm really tiered so I have to wait and see how it feels during the day. 

Now I have to eat some breakfast and then study. I have to focus on the anatomy and get through the book and notes. 

Today was the first day of the torso anatomy. I recognized some of the stuff, but also a hole lot of new word and stuff. 

I bought a new book today which has all of the muscles and everything I have to learn about them. I hope this can help me studying. 

Yesterday I went to the gym to run on the treadmill. It felt so good because it was such a long time ago I ran. I felt happy and satisfied, I ran 3 km in 20 minutes. It wasn't the best speed but I ran for 20 minutes without stopping. 

After that I thought I could lift some weight and I usually do that with free weights and not in the machines, because I don't know how to use them. But yesterday I had the courage to try them out. I read the instructions and poked on the settings and I did great! It felt so good to work my body with lighter weight than for instance doing push ups. I'm that week, so no, I can't do push ups. :-D