Nerde Jacob

I want to get away and do something with someone special, but I don't have the ability to let go of certain truths I am forced to live by. I want to live my life the way I want to, but society dictates I am to conform to its ways. I want to be able to persuit my own wants and needs, but I'm forced to persuit things I have no interest in like money. I know that to most of you this is called growing up, and I all too often hear people say things like "tough" and "thats life" when I voice my opinions on this. There has to be a way out, some way to escape the monatony of life. The only time I ever felt like I could have the strength to do just that, is when I have someone in my life free spirited. I need a free spirit, who can kick me into action. I just wanna run away and live out my days somewhere quiet and comfortable and not have to work towards anything I don't want to. That is true freedom. Not this ideal of money that society is based on. I thrive on art, and love and close companionship and freedom. And those things are more like a faucet leaking onto me when I'd rather them be a wave that takes me out to sea and never look back. Am I alone in these thoughts?

Being unwanted by one person that you really like, can have a bigger impact on the way you see yourself, than being unwanted by all the rest of the world put together. #confidence