Hi Foxes :3

I don’t wanna say this is a cya later one. Cause it isn’t. Im not staying in a place where im clearly not wanted.

If you have been keeping up with my posts you’ll know why but if you haven’t.

There’s been serious drama about a break up between me and another person.

I don’t wanna point fingers or put blame on anyone or make anyone the bad guy. Ive already felt like one enough and it hurts. So I don’t want anyone else to feel that way.

But I’ve been hated by some people I thought liked me but turns out. They’re not good for me.

Im not saying go hate on these people or block em or report em or unfollow em. Thats your decision. Not mine.

Im leaving because all this hate has started affecting me physically and mentally severely.

I do what’s best for me. And I don’t wanna stay in pain and fear.

I do wanna apologize. If I ever hurt people or manipulated anyone or I did anything. I can swear on my heart that I didn’t mean it. I would never mean to hurt someone. Not on purpose.

You can hate me you can argue but I want no participate in it.

Idk when I’ll come back. Most likely in a year or so. But this is to help me and others.

I care for everyone on this platform. The people I don’t know. The people I barely know. The people I really know. And the people who have hurt me.

I say my ‘special’ talent is caring for people no matter what they do.

I still care for Sage. I still care for Ian. I still care for Jester. And I still care for anyone who has hurt me in anyway possible.

I know I have hurt people. But it was never my intention.

Being on tumblr has been so so so wonderful. And Im so grateful to have met everyone here. And have so many good memories. And to have people show me the right way in things.

I’ll miss everyone and Im sorry I couldn’t be strong enough to face everything. But sometimes that’s how it is.

I hope all of us can look back at this situation and see we were all (me, Sage, Ian, and Jester) wrong. We made the situation worse and it ended in people picking sides, not picking sides, backing away, and get involved too.

Ive enjoyed so many memories and relationships with people. Ive adored everyone I’ve met. And I love all of you/p

You all have done something amazing in my life. And Im so so so grateful for it (ahhhhh crying.)

I hope I’ll met everyone again someday. And we can catch up. And care for everyone once more.

Doing art, and animations, and videos, have inspired me to be who I am. I’ll find a new platform to post my art on. (I won’t say what for privacy reasons) But Im so glad I got to spend…hold on lemme count…around 7 months on tumblr. (Damn that’s a while.) and met so many wonderful people.

I wish everyone on this platform the best life, I hope you all take care of yourself, be who you are, and love yourself and others.

I hope I’ve helped some people in some way.

I love you all. And you all are amazing. And thank you for sticking with me, through thick and thin.

So. With a heavy heart. An hour after I post this. I will delete my account. (I’ll answer asks before I leave!)

it’s so good that you’re leaving and taking care of your mental health. it sucks what happened to you, but it’s really good that you’re able to take a step back and look out for yourself and know when things are toxic.

i never interacted with you much, but you were always on my dash, and you’re friends with a lot of my friends. i always loved seeing your creativity and your love for everyone.

xx

I DONT WANT YOU TO GO

MORNINGGG

One last drawing of your Sona from me :)

Ik I’ve already done one of these, I know I can still contact you, but it won’t be the same. I’ll miss telling you to go to sleep, even if I’m 2 hours before you. I’ll miss Roleplaying with you. I’ll miss drawing your OCs. I’ll miss laughing everytime you like my post nanoseconds after I post. I’ll miss seeing your art. I’ll miss seeing you on this platform. I’ll miss helping you with chest binding. I’ll miss you.

Ik I have your contact, so PERMISE ME, that you will send me random shit all the time!!! AND I WILL TOO!!! I’ll send you random stuff like “I’m eating apple sauce cause I’m depressed”!!! I rlly hope we don’t lose contact. So here’s my final goodbye on Tumblr.

Thank you Evan. It’s been such a pleasure meeting you and doing so many wonderful things with you.

I HAVE MEMES I WILL SEND YOU DWWW AND ILL LOVE RANDOM SHIT YOU SEND

You weren’t manipulative, you were processing in the way you knew how to, and for most times that can mean yelling or cussing someone out. I’ve had experience with how bad breakups go and they can split friend groups.

I’m so so so sorry that people thinking they are being a hero(Ian) for honestly acting like bully’s to someone who holds regret for their actions that are valid.

I hope we can get to know each other more when you return, I’ll miss seeing your notifications on the rare chance I posted, and seeing yours when you did. But I know this is for the best and I wish you the best in your time away, keep beeing nerdy, keep beeing an artist, and keep beeing awesome.

See yuh nerd =]

-the bee

((And fuck anonymous, they can come at me all they want, I stand by what I say))

THANK YOU BEE UGHHH YALL ARE SO SWEET

ILL KEEP BEING ME AND ILL COME BACK ONE DAY ILL MAKE SURE OF THAT

SEE YUH BEE

In their « proof » that you are some terrible person, it’s just you going through your emotions. I’ve never personally been in a romantic relationship, but from what I’ve seen from others, and what I have felt towards others, you will fell wronged. That’s just what is happening. Weather or not he actually wronged you. You grieving to totally normal because you felt betrayed by someone close to you.

And telling you to « go to therapy » is absolutely crazy. I get where they are coming from though. They don’t see that they are wrong because they only see themselves and what Sage has told them.

It’s crazy to try to drive you off of the internet because Sage can’t handle a relationship. (I wouldn’t even say Sage is in the wrong. He did the right thing, but he can’t handle your reaction)

I’m staying anonymous because I don’t want all of Sages absolutely insane friends to drive me out of the Fif fandom. Not that I really want to be there anymore, but yeah.

-⭐️

Thank you. Im glad someone sees both sides. And Im glad you understand I was just..emotional to say the least.

That is your own decision

Everyone has their own views and opinions on this so if you want to go ahead